My Lazy Day
Ok, so maybe it shouldn't be a lazy day. But it's already turning out that way. I should technically be going job hunting to spite my current employers. This would mean, however, that I ahve to write out a new resume and go through the work of driving around handing them out. So I would also have to get gas. But gas is expensive and I am broke until Thursday when I get paid, but even then, they fail to pay me enough. Hence the need to find other employment.
Besides work, the drama in my life was at an all time high. I prefer to watch it happen as if it weren't happening to me though, so while it may may have been stressful at the time, I'm just fine now. Talking to Rance about his insane weekend helped as well. Breaking up is an insane process. And while technically I may be in a relationship now, I am tempted to never be in one again if it means the kind of shit I am still dealing with from the last one.
Yep I'm officially his girl. No he doesn't have a name. It's all a conspiracy, this hiding of sorts. But he told a few of his friends and it felt so good. It made me super happy. Given I never see them ever it doesn't make much of a difference but the thought was nice. He's moving in with a friend soon. That should be interesting since his friend thinks I "like" him. Because I talk to him when I see him at the bar. I want to just tell him I don't and that I'm fucking his buddy but I'm not allowed.
Anyway... It's almost noon. I should probably go have a shower and get dressed and do all that normal stuff.
Besides work, the drama in my life was at an all time high. I prefer to watch it happen as if it weren't happening to me though, so while it may may have been stressful at the time, I'm just fine now. Talking to Rance about his insane weekend helped as well. Breaking up is an insane process. And while technically I may be in a relationship now, I am tempted to never be in one again if it means the kind of shit I am still dealing with from the last one.
Yep I'm officially his girl. No he doesn't have a name. It's all a conspiracy, this hiding of sorts. But he told a few of his friends and it felt so good. It made me super happy. Given I never see them ever it doesn't make much of a difference but the thought was nice. He's moving in with a friend soon. That should be interesting since his friend thinks I "like" him. Because I talk to him when I see him at the bar. I want to just tell him I don't and that I'm fucking his buddy but I'm not allowed.
Anyway... It's almost noon. I should probably go have a shower and get dressed and do all that normal stuff.