Just me a bitchen
Fuck, I'm having drug withdrawals. Hard core and this is sucking. Forgive if I'm not online, writhing or updating, but even though this last operation wasn't as bad as the first...I'd rather deal with that pain then what I'm going through now.
I'm trying to write so that I have something to concentrate on, other than what my body feels it needs. I'm reading, a lot, just trying to do as much as I can while my body heals from two things now. I'm keeping a log, to help make sure I'm tapering back, but as us South Parker's know 'Drugs are Bad'.
Trust me, this isn't fun, but I'm going to fight it all the way. I'll be damned if something has control of me like this.It's more from the Fentanyl patch they put me on which is an Opiate, then anything else. BAH. The other meds I got of last time quickly, but because they put me on such a high dose of an Opiate...you know I'm just going on. My journal and all, sorry.
Oh well, that's what I'm up to, hope you all are doing well.
Huggles!!!
Nan
I'm trying to write so that I have something to concentrate on, other than what my body feels it needs. I'm reading, a lot, just trying to do as much as I can while my body heals from two things now. I'm keeping a log, to help make sure I'm tapering back, but as us South Parker's know 'Drugs are Bad'.
Trust me, this isn't fun, but I'm going to fight it all the way. I'll be damned if something has control of me like this.It's more from the Fentanyl patch they put me on which is an Opiate, then anything else. BAH. The other meds I got of last time quickly, but because they put me on such a high dose of an Opiate...you know I'm just going on. My journal and all, sorry.
Oh well, that's what I'm up to, hope you all are doing well.
Huggles!!!
Nan