yabla!
i am going to see AFI, AFI, AFI... i am gonna see AFI- two nights in a row! *woohoo* so leah and I have decided to go to both the seattle AND portland AFI shows, woohooness. thats so rad. i love afi so much.
you know what else i love? *besides shadow, you dingusses*.. nofx. i made this mad nofx mix cd. its sooooso rad. i think nofx is like the sweetness of the cake, you know? yeah.
so Roo and i arent talking anymore. like he used to never be online at all ever but now he is again but we never speak. thats poopy.
whats even poopier is i thought that i was like, yay woohoo im getting over this insane crush on shadow, but as it turns out- no. heh, i kinda was doing what i did with the whole Jordan situation. you know? where if you tell yourself that you hate someone enough, you start to believe that you actually do hate them. yeah, well that didnt work out, lol. im doomed to be in love with this fool for forever. which i guess isnt that bad. i mean, i cant really say that i dont like liking him. its fun. and i spose it could be worse. i mean, he could be a seventy year old deaf, blind, mute, hypocondriac, schizophrenic bulemic with diabetes or something, lol. *thinks to herself:"thatd be nuts"* so yeah. shizzy is the icing on my cake. i adore him. a lot. too much. he turns me on. *heh, okay, for the sake of anyone, er, everyone that reads this ill just stop at that..cuz we all know i could pain a really vivid picture for you all of like..me fucking his brains out or something.. but i really dont feel that that is necessary.* so yeah..this ongoing obsession has lasted longer than any other thing i have ever had for any guy in the world. nuts. if only i was cool enough.. but i doubt thatd matter anyway. even if i WAS cool, hed be like 'heh, F that. her tits are too small". lol. i make myself laugh. then again, maybe not. leah always pokes at my boobs and tells me how large they are...*wierdness, wierdness, wierdness* so instead i will leave it at this: *swoon*
neeext...
im in the decades assembly tomorrow, lol. itll be fucking funny to see the look on everyones face when they see me participating in a skule activity, lol..and wearing spandex, hahahahahahhahaa. i just have to laugh at that so much. i even laugh just thinking about it. that and dancing around to madonna, the gogos, and cyndi lauper?! lol, yeah i laugh too.
nofx is the shit, and shadow is a sexy sexy man.
so i have about thirty hours worth of homework that i am putting off doing right now. that im searching desperately for reasons not to do it... but not coming up with any cuz noone is online except cameron, and he creeps me out. just the thought of him jerking off to the thought of me is ..wierd. *no, i ddidnt just assume that, lol. he told me so...eeick*
chairbuzz just got online. yayyy, i never talk to him anymore. he is cool though. he is a badass dude. if i didnt know any better id prolly like him. but seeing as im dumb and cant stop thinking about anything but shadow *okay, AND davey havok**orgasms, orgasms* but davey doesnt count because he is davey and everyone orgasms over him.and he is old.and he is the singer from afi.and he is far too cool for me. and FAR TOO STRAIGHT EDGE..ick. stupid straight edge fucks!* i find that i bit impossible. oh well. i dont think i coudl ever like brian like that anyway. hes way too... brian. way too cassie *cringes*. and wayyyy to friggin diana *cringes cringes cringes*
wow, its kinda funny..the other day leah asked me if we were valley girls cuz we say 'like' all the time and i was liek "no!!" hah, now i just reread this journal entry and deleted an extra 17 'like''s, hahah. i DO say "like" a lot. abnormally so. eeeeeeek. time to go. hopefull the next time i want to write in here my computer wont be a dingle berry and not load this page..so yeah. until the next time i am able to..uh..type..heh.
g'night gremlins.
you know what else i love? *besides shadow, you dingusses*.. nofx. i made this mad nofx mix cd. its sooooso rad. i think nofx is like the sweetness of the cake, you know? yeah.
so Roo and i arent talking anymore. like he used to never be online at all ever but now he is again but we never speak. thats poopy.
whats even poopier is i thought that i was like, yay woohoo im getting over this insane crush on shadow, but as it turns out- no. heh, i kinda was doing what i did with the whole Jordan situation. you know? where if you tell yourself that you hate someone enough, you start to believe that you actually do hate them. yeah, well that didnt work out, lol. im doomed to be in love with this fool for forever. which i guess isnt that bad. i mean, i cant really say that i dont like liking him. its fun. and i spose it could be worse. i mean, he could be a seventy year old deaf, blind, mute, hypocondriac, schizophrenic bulemic with diabetes or something, lol. *thinks to herself:"thatd be nuts"* so yeah. shizzy is the icing on my cake. i adore him. a lot. too much. he turns me on. *heh, okay, for the sake of anyone, er, everyone that reads this ill just stop at that..cuz we all know i could pain a really vivid picture for you all of like..me fucking his brains out or something.. but i really dont feel that that is necessary.* so yeah..this ongoing obsession has lasted longer than any other thing i have ever had for any guy in the world. nuts. if only i was cool enough.. but i doubt thatd matter anyway. even if i WAS cool, hed be like 'heh, F that. her tits are too small". lol. i make myself laugh. then again, maybe not. leah always pokes at my boobs and tells me how large they are...*wierdness, wierdness, wierdness* so instead i will leave it at this: *swoon*
neeext...
im in the decades assembly tomorrow, lol. itll be fucking funny to see the look on everyones face when they see me participating in a skule activity, lol..and wearing spandex, hahahahahahhahaa. i just have to laugh at that so much. i even laugh just thinking about it. that and dancing around to madonna, the gogos, and cyndi lauper?! lol, yeah i laugh too.
nofx is the shit, and shadow is a sexy sexy man.
so i have about thirty hours worth of homework that i am putting off doing right now. that im searching desperately for reasons not to do it... but not coming up with any cuz noone is online except cameron, and he creeps me out. just the thought of him jerking off to the thought of me is ..wierd. *no, i ddidnt just assume that, lol. he told me so...eeick*
chairbuzz just got online. yayyy, i never talk to him anymore. he is cool though. he is a badass dude. if i didnt know any better id prolly like him. but seeing as im dumb and cant stop thinking about anything but shadow *okay, AND davey havok**orgasms, orgasms* but davey doesnt count because he is davey and everyone orgasms over him.and he is old.and he is the singer from afi.and he is far too cool for me. and FAR TOO STRAIGHT EDGE..ick. stupid straight edge fucks!* i find that i bit impossible. oh well. i dont think i coudl ever like brian like that anyway. hes way too... brian. way too cassie *cringes*. and wayyyy to friggin diana *cringes cringes cringes*
wow, its kinda funny..the other day leah asked me if we were valley girls cuz we say 'like' all the time and i was liek "no!!" hah, now i just reread this journal entry and deleted an extra 17 'like''s, hahah. i DO say "like" a lot. abnormally so. eeeeeeek. time to go. hopefull the next time i want to write in here my computer wont be a dingle berry and not load this page..so yeah. until the next time i am able to..uh..type..heh.
g'night gremlins.