Mar 01, 2005 23:02
Seas Luvly Stars: You were always the one to tell me never say never.......
Auto response from XxKappa420xX:
Good evening all,
I am arranging Gabriel AKA Romeo's birthday celebration for this week's end and the details are as follows...
DATE: March 5th, 2005 (this Saturday)
TIME: ~11:00am - ~5:00pm
LOCATION: C.B. Smith Park
If you have any questions, feel free to call my cell at your convenience.
Seas Luvly Stars: XxKappa420xX: and it will probably NEVER be like that EVER again.
Seas Luvly Stars: I don't want things to be the way they were in the summer...
Seas Luvly Stars: I would like to feel as close to you as I did.
Seas Luvly Stars: But I understand that this what makes you happy takes up a good amount of your time....
Seas Luvly Stars: I'm not asking you to give everything up for me. I'm not asking you to drop everything you're doing to hang out with me or call me....
Seas Luvly Stars: I'm askiing you to, when you do see me, pretend like you know me.
Seas Luvly Stars: It's like everything you and I were just someone how got lost.
Seas Luvly Stars: You used to tell me how your life was going.....
Seas Luvly Stars: tell me everthing that was exciting...like when you met someone...or you were doing something new.....
Seas Luvly Stars: I felt special...
Seas Luvly Stars: because not only did you trust me....but you came to me because, I'm assuming, you liked talking to me about these things.
Seas Luvly Stars: I dont want to live in the past anymore....
Seas Luvly Stars: I don't want to hold on to things that we used to do....
Seas Luvly Stars: because you may be right....I may never have what I had during summer...
Seas Luvly Stars: I dont know if I should continue with what I was saying...
Auto response from XxKappa420xX:
Good evening all,
I am arranging Gabriel AKA Romeo's birthday celebration for this week's end and the details are as follows...
DATE: March 5th, 2005 (this Saturday)
TIME: ~11:00am - ~5:00pm
LOCATION: C.B. Smith Park
If you have any questions, feel free to call my cell at your convenience.
Seas Luvly Stars: or just let it go.....because you may at well just X out what I'm saying....
Seas Luvly Stars: or you could just not care what I have to say....
Seas Luvly Stars: I guess I'll give it a shot..
Seas Luvly Stars: continue what I was saying...
Seas Luvly Stars: Seas Luvly Stars: because you may be right....I may never have what I had during summer...
Seas Luvly Stars: But I'm not going to beat myself up for wanting the friendship...the way you used to trust me and talk to me about a bunch of things...
Seas Luvly Stars: and I know this sounds stupid...
Seas Luvly Stars: but the way you used to fight with me when I got mad.....and tried to make everything better...
Seas Luvly Stars: I could tell that you wanted my friendship...
Seas Luvly Stars: now it's like you just leave me to cry...
Seas Luvly Stars: you leave me feeling empty.
Seas Luvly Stars: I talked to Kristina about all of this....
Seas Luvly Stars: and I know I should have realized this before.....
Seas Luvly Stars: but she made me realize how lucky I am to have a friend like you....
Seas Luvly Stars: I knew I was lucky...
Seas Luvly Stars: but see it..and understand it from someone else's eyes....
Seas Luvly Stars: it really made me think.
Seas Luvly Stars: which Is why I think I wrote the e-mail...
Seas Luvly Stars: You mean so much to me, David.
Seas Luvly Stars: I would feel so empty without you in my life....
Seas Luvly Stars: You may not realize it....but you make me a very happy person.......Not all my happiness is based on you...
Seas Luvly Stars: but you make me a very happy person...
Seas Luvly Stars: I'm sure you do that to a lot of people...
Seas Luvly Stars: and the way I look at it is...you and I have always moved forward with our friendship...
Seas Luvly Stars: always taking steps forward...
Seas Luvly Stars: Improving our friendship..making things better
Seas Luvly Stars: loving eachother unconditionally.....
Seas Luvly Stars: and lately...it just seems like (my fault or yours) we've been taking steps back....
Seas Luvly Stars: losing everything......losing meaning...
Seas Luvly Stars: I dont want to lose you.......I want to keep moving forward.....
Seas Luvly Stars: I want to have exciting conversations about girls that you met....and how you told them about me.......or about how you've had an exhausting day......
Seas Luvly Stars: and I want to tell you about how I got hit in the head by some guy in the hall at school....
Seas Luvly Stars: and how I'm going to be finishing school soon....
Seas Luvly Stars: and the great music I want you to listen to...
Seas Luvly Stars: I want to feel like I have a purpose in your life....other than the person you can't stand because she always has negative thigns to say....
Auto response from XxKappa420xX:
Good evening all,
I am arranging Gabriel AKA Romeo's birthday celebration for this week's end and the details are as follows...
DATE: March 5th, 2005 (this Saturday)
TIME: ~11:00am - ~5:00pm
LOCATION: C.B. Smith Park
If you have any questions, feel free to call my cell at your convenience.
Seas Luvly Stars: I want my bestfriend back.
Seas Luvly Stars: the person I trust with everything...
Seas Luvly Stars: the person who used to push me to be happy...
Seas Luvly Stars: and made everything go away with just a smile and an AWESOME hug....
Seas Luvly Stars: I want to feel like everthing is going to be ok....... so badly....
Seas Luvly Stars: I've been spending the whole day thinking about how horrible I've been to you....
Seas Luvly Stars: XxKappa420xX: please just pretend i'm a ur best friend and this is what is expected
XoSDBoX: why would I have to pretend
XoSDBoX: your such a great friend anyways....
XoSDBoX: no pretending needed
XoSDBoX: ;-)
Seas Luvly Stars: XxKappa420xX: look in your purse
XxKappa420xX: Bye Dear.
Em0 Kissez: um ok
Em0 Kissez: :-D
Auto response from XxKappa420xX: laundry...and lovin' it
Em0 Kissez: -sniffle-
Em0 Kissez: I love you!!!
Em0 Kissez: I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU!!!
Seas Luvly Stars: I love you so much.....
Seas Luvly Stars: And somehow I feel like those wrods dont mean much to you anymore...
Seas Luvly Stars: words*
Seas Luvly Stars: I wish this were all a nightmare.....
Seas Luvly Stars: XxKappa420xX: Heather...
Em0 Kissez: Yes love?
XxKappa420xX: I love you
XxKappa420xX: Byyyyye =)
Em0 Kissez: I love YOU.
Seas Luvly Stars: I miss Davidkins.....and Heathercakes...
Seas Luvly Stars: I'll never stop calling you my best friend...
Auto response from XxKappa420xX:
Good evening all,
I am arranging Gabriel AKA Romeo's birthday celebration for this week's end and the details are as follows...
DATE: March 5th, 2005 (this Saturday)
TIME: ~11:00am - ~5:00pm
LOCATION: C.B. Smith Park
If you have any questions, feel free to call my cell at your convenience.
Seas Luvly Stars: I'll never stop loving you....
Seas Luvly Stars: ever....
Seas Luvly Stars: and I know I can say "never ever" and know it's a fact...
Seas Luvly Stars: I'll never stop caring about you.....
Seas Luvly Stars: I'll prolly never get back what we used to have...
Seas Luvly Stars: But I will always remember how we started......how Heather and David became best friends.....
Seas Luvly Stars: how I love you started...
Seas Luvly Stars: how much hope you gave me....
Seas Luvly Stars: So I'm gonna leave you alone...after I send you this last thing....
Seas Luvly Stars: Em0 Kissez: I understand that you are going to be busy..and that you have been busy.
Em0 Kissez: BUT, your hard work will def be worth it ;-)
Em0 Kissez: and I'm proud of you. But you already knew that
Em0 Kissez: *whispers* Just remember who loved you when you get all rich and famous!
Seas Luvly Stars: XxKappa420xX: tru
XxKappa420xX: i cant ever forget you, Heather
XxKappa420xX: even if I wanted to
XxKappa420xX: :-P
Seas Luvly Stars: I just hope that you will never forget my heart for you...
Seas Luvly Stars: and I will patiently wait for you......even if it does mean I have to you this space...
Seas Luvly Stars: I would wait forever........
Seas Luvly Stars: Just dont forget that I love you, Davidkins. I love you forever.
Seas Luvly Stars: I hope you read this......
Seas Luvly Stars: I hope you understand this......
Seas Luvly Stars: Have a good night, luv.
Seas Luvly Stars: sweet dreams......
Seas Luvly Stars: -Love.....Heathercakes..... <3