you're not ready for all of this......
(I took this from JK's journal, just incase anyone is wondering)
Ask me 4 questions.
Any 4, no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all.
In turn, you post this message in your own journal and
you have to answer the questions that are asked to you.
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So today is Valentine's Day. Hmmmm......Let me tell everyone what I think about Valentines day. Well...for starters....I hate it! I wish this day was taken out of the calender and burned for being such a horrible day. This day can either make you love...hate....or just not care. Right now..I hate it. Why you ask? Yes, because I'm a cold hearted, bitter bitch with no one to spend it with. But also...what is the point?! You shouldn't have to have a reason to buy your boyfriend/girlfriend/crush roses or chocolates or whatever it is you love sick perverts buy. If you "love" someone you shouldn't need a reason to buy them something every now and then! "Valentines day" is a joke! A sick and twisted one! I'm not a "hater"...I'm just stating the obvious! Now that I've taken the time to bash Valentine's day........I'm going to move on to bigger and better things. Or try....
I went to Ren Fest Yesterday. I seen a lot of people I haven't seen in a long time. Olivia, Meghan (from PACE), the guy I used to crush on (I don't remember his name), Chris (not the one everyone is thinking of), My old math teacher (Mrs. T), Mel, Ana, Sara, Mama, Noel, Tigger, Crystal, Nathan...I'm there are more...but I can't think of them right now.
So I realized today, this very moment, I like watching lil punk boys (from bands) jump around while they sing. It's cute....and a very big turn on! For example: In TBS' video "you're so last summer"......This guy jumps around and looking F*ing sexy doing it. I want a boyfriend in a band. Someone who can sing to me......and jump around...maybe scream a lil bit. mmmmmm *thinks dirty thoughts*.....NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!! Can't do that. I'm done with guys. I am sooooo done. (like a turkey). I'm spent! HAH! *goes insane*. Most guys these days are about being jerks and having girlfriends and not telling you because they want a piece of ass! ARG! How typical. And I don't look for THEM....they find ME! From now on...I'm just going to reject EVERYONE. NO more ass for me! (FOR ALL OF YOU "@$$3$" OUT THERE....don't even bother!).....
I'm feeling a lil sick. My throat has been bothering the hell outta me.
*I've found a few new songs (and some that aren't new, but I've been listening to a lot) that I'm really into..and I figured I'd share my interests with everyone:
- Damien Rice- "the blowers daughter" (love it)
- Papa Roach- "scars"
- Matchbook Romance- "promise"
- 311- "love song"
- 3 doors down- "let me go"
- The used- "buried myself alive"
- Taking back sunday- "you're so last summer"
- Hawthorne Heights-"Niki FM" (LOVE THIS SONG)
- Thursday- "understanding in a car crash"
- Death cab for cutie- "title and registration"
- Muse- "hysteria"
- Coheed & Cambria- "blood red summer" (sounds weird...but I like it)
- Straylight run- "Exitentionalism on prom night"
That's about it.......
So I found out the other day that there is no longer a Zeta! WTF IS THAT!?!? Latin hip hop? OK...lets get something straight......WHO IN THEIR RIGHT MIND WOULD DO THAT SHIT?!! I'm so dissapointed in this. What other rock stations are out there? And who thought we needed another hip hop latin music station?! I'm distrot! I give up on society. I want to fight this...but I don't know how. MY WHOLE FAMILY (including my fogie parents) WANT TO FIGHT THIS. Where can I sign a petition? Where can I protest? Can I protest?! What is the world coming to?
Today is going to be the day I clean my (the laundry room) room. I am back at mom's house, as I'm sure I mentioned before. They put me in the laundry room again. How does one go from living in a huge room with a walk in closet to a laundry room!? The best I can do to make myself comfortable is to put my pictures up, my christmas lights...and my candles. I'll be fine. I'll have to make due with what I have.
I miss Noel. I really do. I see her...but I barely spend any time with her anymore. I wonder if I'm a boring person now. I mean, she expressed to me that she doesn't like how I make her feel around David. But that's everyone in their mothers! But I miss her!!
*mental slap* SOMEONE SMELLS LIKE CURVE!! Where's DAN DAN!?!
*waves* Heyyyyyyyyy GABBIE! Actually...I have a question for Gabe. Has anyone ever asked to be your Juliet?
Blah blah blah....and more F*ing Blah!
Ridiculous me,
Heather
JEFF IS AN @$$HOLE!!! So why do I let myself feel this way!? I'm attracted to @$$holes!