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The sad reality is, this is it. Everything I thought, I was wrong.
I guess it is the nature of the beast to constantly contemplate 'what if' this and 'what if' that, but these days i'm insane. I can't help feeling too old to go back and too young to stay where I am at. I love and hate my job, I think I have it all figured out, only to find out I don't know shit about jack. Is it always going to be like this? I see my parents and it seems that no matter your age, their is always question and doubt. It seems there is no right and wrong, it's just living. I keep waiting for the day all the answers are handed to me, and I can sit back and enjoy the ride.
I guess it is the nature of the beast to constantly contemplate 'what if' this and 'what if' that, but these days i'm insane. I can't help feeling too old to go back and too young to stay where I am at. I love and hate my job, I think I have it all figured out, only to find out I don't know shit about jack. Is it always going to be like this? I see my parents and it seems that no matter your age, their is always question and doubt. It seems there is no right and wrong, it's just living. I keep waiting for the day all the answers are handed to me, and I can sit back and enjoy the ride.