ah finally
im applying finaly to get my drivers permit/license thing . YEY annnd i get my moms maxima when i get my license becase shes getting a new car for herself. WOOOOOOO! i can finally finally just go out on my own a little and not be stuck at home all the time, i should have it by summer(meaning alot of me being out and about actually doing shit) i cant wait! I guess i barley realized what having my own car could mean to me. i can find real friends outside of school outside of who i just am with at school but dont really give me a second look there after. i wont feel alone at nights when everyone else is out with people without me. i can just find my own fun. to hell with everyone else theres a big world outside of this room and outside of my school and i wana see it by my self.