All He Ever Wanted (a Dungera Story)
Okay so as you guys know I've been working on my Ville x Cassie story lately but I decided to take a break from that and write my first Bam x Ryan fanfiction. Rest In Peace Ryan :') we all miss u very much! So yeah enjoy :) Sorry if this sucks! I'm writing it out on a whim cuz I've always wanted to write a Dungera FanFic but just never got to it! This is a cute little fluff <3
Bam downs another drink and sighs, resting his chin in the palm of his hand.
"Want another?" The bartender asks.
He shrugs. "Sure.."
"Why are you so down?" The pink haired, nose pierced bartender asks, filling his shot glass with more alcohol.
Instead of telling her why, he lays down his money and takes the shot, allowing the alcohol to burn as it goes down. It had been 2 weeks but he still couldn't get over it. Him and Missy were doing fantastic, until she decided to just bang another guy. He'd been having a party to celebrate New Years and walked in on her and her ex fucking in HIS bed! HIS damn bed! They'd broken up and he kicked her out of his house the day after. Although it had been 2 weeks, he still couldn't get the horrible image out of his clouded mind. Everywhere he looked he could see it.
A hand fell on his shoulder. "Hey man! I've been looking for you everywhere." Bam turned to see a smiling Ryan. His hair messy as always and his beared untrimmed. The smile on his face dissolved and he gave him a sad stare. "What's wrong?" Bam didn't have to answer, Ryan could see it in his eyes. "Still moping about Missy huh?"
Bam just sighed and layed his head down on the bar. "Ugghhh..I don't even wanna hear the name!" Bam groaned.
Ryan took the seat next to him. "Don't let it get you down. We all knew it would happen." He stated matter of factly.
Bam glared up at him and flipped him off. "Fuck off dude.."
"Well she was a whore. I mean she posed nude for money! That practically screams 'I'm a hoe!'"
Bam just growled and got up. "Dude this is the last thing I want to hear right now!" He stormed out of the bar. Ryan got up and ran after him. Bam threw his fist against a dumpster and grunted angrily. All he wanted to do was disappear from everyone! He felt worthless and used. He'd been so easily fooled and should've known all along but he was too blind to see it. She'd probably been doing it behind his back for a long time but he could never see it. But now it was everywhere.
"Bam.." Ryan said, coming up from behind his best friend. "Are you okay?"
"Do I look okay?!" Bam turned and yelled in his face.
Ryan jumped back a bit. Bam pressed himself against the brick wall and slid down it, laying his face in his hands. Ryan sat down beside him. He hated seeing his best friend like this. Bam never cried and never let anyone get to him. He'd seen him cry a few times and it was not pretty. He put an arm around Bam who had began shaking.
"Bam look at me.." Ryan said, but Bam just kept crying into his hands, shaking and sobbing. "Bam please look at me."
Bam lifted his face and looked up at Ryan, tears still streaming down his face. Ryan felt his heart shatter as he stared at his broken friend. He wiped the falling tears away from his best friends face and held him close. He rubbed Bam's shoulders and whispered words of comfort.
"Bam, you don't need her. You're the most amazing, fantastic, hilarious, and talented guy ever! You don't need some girl like her. You don't need her to be happy."
Bam looked up at his best friend and saw in his eyes that every word he'd just said was true and he meant it. Ryan never lied, espescially about something like this. Ryan could see he was getting to Bam and making him feel better, so he continued.
"There are a million girls in the world who adore you! Even a few guys." This made them both laugh. "What I'm trying to say is, any girl or guy would be lucky to have someone like you. Missy has no idea what she's missing. If she can't see what's right infront of her, then too bad for her! You're beautiful inside and out."
Bam was taken aback by this. He'd never been called beautiful before. In fact, he'd been called anything but that! The way Ryan was smiling at him now made his heart melt and he did something he'd always wanted to do. He leant forward and kissed his best friend.
Ryan didn't protest, he kissed back deeply. This was all he'd ever wanted. He cupped Bam's face in his hands and wiped away any remaining tears. When Bam finally let go to breathe he smiled at Ryan. "I love you Ry.." His face flushed.
"I love you top Bam-Bam." He kissed him again and held him close.
"It's a good thing Missy can't see what she's missing." Bam said.
Ryan furrowed his brow. "Why?"
Bam smiled. "Because I know you can."
Bam downs another drink and sighs, resting his chin in the palm of his hand.
"Want another?" The bartender asks.
He shrugs. "Sure.."
"Why are you so down?" The pink haired, nose pierced bartender asks, filling his shot glass with more alcohol.
Instead of telling her why, he lays down his money and takes the shot, allowing the alcohol to burn as it goes down. It had been 2 weeks but he still couldn't get over it. Him and Missy were doing fantastic, until she decided to just bang another guy. He'd been having a party to celebrate New Years and walked in on her and her ex fucking in HIS bed! HIS damn bed! They'd broken up and he kicked her out of his house the day after. Although it had been 2 weeks, he still couldn't get the horrible image out of his clouded mind. Everywhere he looked he could see it.
A hand fell on his shoulder. "Hey man! I've been looking for you everywhere." Bam turned to see a smiling Ryan. His hair messy as always and his beared untrimmed. The smile on his face dissolved and he gave him a sad stare. "What's wrong?" Bam didn't have to answer, Ryan could see it in his eyes. "Still moping about Missy huh?"
Bam just sighed and layed his head down on the bar. "Ugghhh..I don't even wanna hear the name!" Bam groaned.
Ryan took the seat next to him. "Don't let it get you down. We all knew it would happen." He stated matter of factly.
Bam glared up at him and flipped him off. "Fuck off dude.."
"Well she was a whore. I mean she posed nude for money! That practically screams 'I'm a hoe!'"
Bam just growled and got up. "Dude this is the last thing I want to hear right now!" He stormed out of the bar. Ryan got up and ran after him. Bam threw his fist against a dumpster and grunted angrily. All he wanted to do was disappear from everyone! He felt worthless and used. He'd been so easily fooled and should've known all along but he was too blind to see it. She'd probably been doing it behind his back for a long time but he could never see it. But now it was everywhere.
"Bam.." Ryan said, coming up from behind his best friend. "Are you okay?"
"Do I look okay?!" Bam turned and yelled in his face.
Ryan jumped back a bit. Bam pressed himself against the brick wall and slid down it, laying his face in his hands. Ryan sat down beside him. He hated seeing his best friend like this. Bam never cried and never let anyone get to him. He'd seen him cry a few times and it was not pretty. He put an arm around Bam who had began shaking.
"Bam look at me.." Ryan said, but Bam just kept crying into his hands, shaking and sobbing. "Bam please look at me."
Bam lifted his face and looked up at Ryan, tears still streaming down his face. Ryan felt his heart shatter as he stared at his broken friend. He wiped the falling tears away from his best friends face and held him close. He rubbed Bam's shoulders and whispered words of comfort.
"Bam, you don't need her. You're the most amazing, fantastic, hilarious, and talented guy ever! You don't need some girl like her. You don't need her to be happy."
Bam looked up at his best friend and saw in his eyes that every word he'd just said was true and he meant it. Ryan never lied, espescially about something like this. Ryan could see he was getting to Bam and making him feel better, so he continued.
"There are a million girls in the world who adore you! Even a few guys." This made them both laugh. "What I'm trying to say is, any girl or guy would be lucky to have someone like you. Missy has no idea what she's missing. If she can't see what's right infront of her, then too bad for her! You're beautiful inside and out."
Bam was taken aback by this. He'd never been called beautiful before. In fact, he'd been called anything but that! The way Ryan was smiling at him now made his heart melt and he did something he'd always wanted to do. He leant forward and kissed his best friend.
Ryan didn't protest, he kissed back deeply. This was all he'd ever wanted. He cupped Bam's face in his hands and wiped away any remaining tears. When Bam finally let go to breathe he smiled at Ryan. "I love you Ry.." His face flushed.
"I love you top Bam-Bam." He kissed him again and held him close.
"It's a good thing Missy can't see what she's missing." Bam said.
Ryan furrowed his brow. "Why?"
Bam smiled. "Because I know you can."