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Well people I did in fact try to die. I went to the ER the other night when my lips and mouth were completly white. When I got there my heart was beating at 160. which it shouldnt be over 100. My blood preasure was 175/45 which is not so good. After hooking me up to two IV's and giving me some adavan they informed me that my hemaglobin was at a 7 it should be around a 14. So they admited me. The nicest male nurse in the world did my IV's.They then proceeded to give me 4 units of blood and im still only a 10.6. You should see my arms im full of holes. They did an ultra sound and didnt see anything. They arent sure why im bleeding. they are just waiting on the blood tests.They have me on extreme birthcontrol and mega iron. one of the nurses said they might have to do a hystorectomy. You dont tell a 17 year old girl that. ITs just cruel. Teresa and Amber came to see me and so did granny, papa, uncle chris and aunt cindy. They were doing everything they could to keep my blood preasure and heart rate down . All day i had begged for someone to just get Matt I just wanted to see him or at least talk to him. He finally called at like 7 and ended up telling me he isnt in love with me. They are trying to keep me calm and he breaks up with me. I swear he was trying to kill me I was soo upset Amber came back over to sit with me because if my numbers were up they werent going to let me leave. Im very weak right now and keep having these about fainting spells. Everyone wants to kill him. I almost died and if i had waited much longer to go i would have and he calls and does me like that. Well imma go. Sorry I tried to die.
stormi
stormi