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So driving alone (if you don't count my puppy being with me) isn't as bad as I made it out to be to myself. It's better then having the stressed out mother sitting next to me expecting me to crash and die and even better without the tester sitting next to me screaming and holding his head like I'm the biggest failure on the planet. I need a car now, I don't want to pay to register my mom's car for one day a week that I would use it for school for a 2 hour night class and for the car I'll eventually have. Just for one it's $45, idk how much for two.
Anyway, I need turpentine....idk where they sell it around here and I don't want to go to Hartford for it, if I'm gonna go in that area, I'm going to A Dong (asian market) or the mall damnit! I dont want to be raped by Jerry's artorama's prices >< I actually don't want to go through Hartford at all, but the highway intimidates me still. I need to get used to driving fast before I do that. The fastest I've ever driven was 45, which I guess isn't too bad, but still, the thought of big trucks on the highway is scary T_T
I need pocky, ramune, and other delicious goodies. I also want to get a pretty pot because Jim found an orchid thrown in his backyard in the freezing cold, so I'm trying to nurse it back to health. Luckily it's still somewhat alive (unlike my rose which I finally had to give up on) so I'm babying it. I'm also trying to grow herbs from scratch. Chives (mom likes em), basil, curly parsley (though I like flatleaf better) and....something else, the seeds are called corriander, I'm too lazy to remember. Anyway, so far all except my chives have visble growth so I'm excited! All of my plants are doing well, only two died. I never could keep roses alive anyway. I now have a money tree type of thing (my idiotic mother kept forgetting my bamboo so it's dead because the poor thing froze, I'm kinda bummed because it meant something to me becuase of the memories it held), aloe, a gardenia, my herbs and my orchid. Yes, I'm a nerd for all of a sudden being into plants...oh well.
Maybe tomarrow I'll find the damn post office so I can get stamps or whatever you do to mail a letter outside the country. *pokes post office* show yourself! I have so much work to catch up on (mainly starting my painting because I missed two classes), but I need to do something fun. It's either been moving shit, studying, or doing my research paper. Being poor sucks, Jim best keep his fingers crossed that his house sells. He's sad about selling it, but I don't think he feels teh same pain as I did when I moved, so meh.
Btw: My master plan worked. Jim got all sick and mom is sick again. If I have to be sick, everyone else must suffer too. Invader Zim is almost over so I'm going bed as soon as it's done. Pointless entry, yes, but it helps me keep my mind off unpleasant thoughts...and then posting them like an emo chicky.
I want to go to Australia. I wonder if I could go abroad for illustration. Italy sounds fun, but I know NO italian...and yeah...I already screw up my japanese so I don't need to learn anymore things. Why I think of spanish when I was in japanese class, I'll never know....and it wouldn't make sense anyway. Why I'm remembering my japanese now instead of when I was in class I wish I knew. If I remembered this much in class, I would have gotten an A instead of C+. Guess I have a delayed reaction lol.
Anyway, I need turpentine....idk where they sell it around here and I don't want to go to Hartford for it, if I'm gonna go in that area, I'm going to A Dong (asian market) or the mall damnit! I dont want to be raped by Jerry's artorama's prices >< I actually don't want to go through Hartford at all, but the highway intimidates me still. I need to get used to driving fast before I do that. The fastest I've ever driven was 45, which I guess isn't too bad, but still, the thought of big trucks on the highway is scary T_T
I need pocky, ramune, and other delicious goodies. I also want to get a pretty pot because Jim found an orchid thrown in his backyard in the freezing cold, so I'm trying to nurse it back to health. Luckily it's still somewhat alive (unlike my rose which I finally had to give up on) so I'm babying it. I'm also trying to grow herbs from scratch. Chives (mom likes em), basil, curly parsley (though I like flatleaf better) and....something else, the seeds are called corriander, I'm too lazy to remember. Anyway, so far all except my chives have visble growth so I'm excited! All of my plants are doing well, only two died. I never could keep roses alive anyway. I now have a money tree type of thing (my idiotic mother kept forgetting my bamboo so it's dead because the poor thing froze, I'm kinda bummed because it meant something to me becuase of the memories it held), aloe, a gardenia, my herbs and my orchid. Yes, I'm a nerd for all of a sudden being into plants...oh well.
Maybe tomarrow I'll find the damn post office so I can get stamps or whatever you do to mail a letter outside the country. *pokes post office* show yourself! I have so much work to catch up on (mainly starting my painting because I missed two classes), but I need to do something fun. It's either been moving shit, studying, or doing my research paper. Being poor sucks, Jim best keep his fingers crossed that his house sells. He's sad about selling it, but I don't think he feels teh same pain as I did when I moved, so meh.
Btw: My master plan worked. Jim got all sick and mom is sick again. If I have to be sick, everyone else must suffer too. Invader Zim is almost over so I'm going bed as soon as it's done. Pointless entry, yes, but it helps me keep my mind off unpleasant thoughts...and then posting them like an emo chicky.
I want to go to Australia. I wonder if I could go abroad for illustration. Italy sounds fun, but I know NO italian...and yeah...I already screw up my japanese so I don't need to learn anymore things. Why I think of spanish when I was in japanese class, I'll never know....and it wouldn't make sense anyway. Why I'm remembering my japanese now instead of when I was in class I wish I knew. If I remembered this much in class, I would have gotten an A instead of C+. Guess I have a delayed reaction lol.