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Krystal, if you read this, email or respond! I haven't heard from you in forever and a half and I'm worried about you...
I think it's a trend that everyone is dropping off the face of the earth. Can I be next? The whole no gravity thing seems appealing...we'll ignore the less appealing no oxygen thing.....
Is it time to go home yet? I am sick of Bloomfield and Hartford...I wanna go back home please, or better yet...can things to back to the way it was before? I'm sick of living this "better" and more "improved" life. I'm sick of dealing with arrogant art students, I'm sick of being far away from everyone. I'm sick of realizing the fact that I probably never will see my friends ever again...the ones that stuck by...the ones who understand. I talk to them still, yet why am I so lonely?
I'm tired of smiling. I got an early valentines today...so why am I not happy? Last year when I got a valentines from stupid head, I was so happy...I like the new boy more...so where's my happiness?
edit: I chickened out...I don't want to be close to him....I don't want to risk being hurt again...Shouldn't have told mom about him...shit
I think it's a trend that everyone is dropping off the face of the earth. Can I be next? The whole no gravity thing seems appealing...we'll ignore the less appealing no oxygen thing.....
Is it time to go home yet? I am sick of Bloomfield and Hartford...I wanna go back home please, or better yet...can things to back to the way it was before? I'm sick of living this "better" and more "improved" life. I'm sick of dealing with arrogant art students, I'm sick of being far away from everyone. I'm sick of realizing the fact that I probably never will see my friends ever again...the ones that stuck by...the ones who understand. I talk to them still, yet why am I so lonely?
I'm tired of smiling. I got an early valentines today...so why am I not happy? Last year when I got a valentines from stupid head, I was so happy...I like the new boy more...so where's my happiness?
edit: I chickened out...I don't want to be close to him....I don't want to risk being hurt again...Shouldn't have told mom about him...shit