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First of all, anyone have any good music recs? I've been listening to The Black Parade cd by My Chemical Romance and the openings/endings of Death Note so now i need new music. I'm listening to Avenged Sevenfold right now and Within Temptation, so yeah...I need new music.
I was puking all day yesterday which makes me pissed off. I didn't even go to spring fling and get drunk, I played family and endured the shitty wedding babbles, so damnit I should not have had to puke on top of it all. Next year I'm so going, rain or shine. Plus, I'll be 21 then so I can get my own beer or whatever instead of asking someone else. I'll ask Jen if she wants to go.
Anyway, I have nothing to say really so I'm making a random makeup post, haha
So I just ordered the dejavu (also known as imju I assume?) fiberwig mascara after hearing good reviews, as always theres always bad ones too, but I'm hoping it works, and can be used with other mascaras as well.
I'm also playing with foundation colors, I've been using Everyday Minerals and I like it, except it's too dark on me and my face is pinkish. I've been using Light Winged butter intensive, so I'm thinking about getting light and mixing it. Since I just spent a ridiculous amount on shipping for the mascara, I'll have to hold off. I could have gotten it for $22 (imju) at sephora, but I rather spend a ridiculous amount on shipping then the actual product itself. If I do like it and need more, then I'll drag my lazy ass to the sephora store in the mall and get it.
While I'm on looks, I might as well randomly say that I'm stupidly, yet seriously considering that asian eyelid surgery thing. My mom is being an absolute bitch and not helping me at all with the other one, so I've given up on that and am on this one. I've always wanted it, but switched on and off by just pretending I didn't. It's not to look caucasian...because that's stupid, I just want to look less squinty and to be able to put makeup on easier, aka not having to have a huge band of black to make my eyes look less squinty. Plus, I want to see my stupid eyelashes haha. theyre not really thin or short...it's just my stupid eye shape. mother is being a bitch about this too, but whatever, I'm going to be an absolute bitch about her wedding. "I don't approve of this" she says, well, I don't approve of this fucking wedding so I guess I'll have to be a bitch about this.
Yes, I'm a bitch, yes, I'm selfish, I don't give a shit. They're really no better. They bitch more then I do about people not doing what they want. About how people should do shit for them. They expect too much out of their friends. They expect them to drop their shit and come and visit more. How stupid. Life does not revolve around them, and I get to take the blame for that.
Random entry...I'll do an art dump next week sometime, I think I'll be putting my illustration portfolio online so then you'll all see my lovely hand drawn stuff instead of the crappy digital stuff I post once in a while. Good news is, after painting a portrait in oil paint, I have a better grasp on painter...I still need photoshop cs3 (esp before next semester) but whatever. I'll take a picture of my oil painting when it's done...it's not as bad as I thought it would be...but it's freaking huge. Next year my oil painting class for illustration, Bill has use work 9x12 rather then 24x36 (mine is actually 24x30, hah)
Ok, now back to the term paper that's due tomarrow...I don't see why everyone started this one a month ago, he only suggested 5 pages, 2 sources, you can have more or less so whatever. Nothing like the 13 page one...which I got a nice a- on...which is good because I totally blew it off.
ok one more random thought...why does the library smell like a mall food court?
I was puking all day yesterday which makes me pissed off. I didn't even go to spring fling and get drunk, I played family and endured the shitty wedding babbles, so damnit I should not have had to puke on top of it all. Next year I'm so going, rain or shine. Plus, I'll be 21 then so I can get my own beer or whatever instead of asking someone else. I'll ask Jen if she wants to go.
Anyway, I have nothing to say really so I'm making a random makeup post, haha
So I just ordered the dejavu (also known as imju I assume?) fiberwig mascara after hearing good reviews, as always theres always bad ones too, but I'm hoping it works, and can be used with other mascaras as well.
I'm also playing with foundation colors, I've been using Everyday Minerals and I like it, except it's too dark on me and my face is pinkish. I've been using Light Winged butter intensive, so I'm thinking about getting light and mixing it. Since I just spent a ridiculous amount on shipping for the mascara, I'll have to hold off. I could have gotten it for $22 (imju) at sephora, but I rather spend a ridiculous amount on shipping then the actual product itself. If I do like it and need more, then I'll drag my lazy ass to the sephora store in the mall and get it.
While I'm on looks, I might as well randomly say that I'm stupidly, yet seriously considering that asian eyelid surgery thing. My mom is being an absolute bitch and not helping me at all with the other one, so I've given up on that and am on this one. I've always wanted it, but switched on and off by just pretending I didn't. It's not to look caucasian...because that's stupid, I just want to look less squinty and to be able to put makeup on easier, aka not having to have a huge band of black to make my eyes look less squinty. Plus, I want to see my stupid eyelashes haha. theyre not really thin or short...it's just my stupid eye shape. mother is being a bitch about this too, but whatever, I'm going to be an absolute bitch about her wedding. "I don't approve of this" she says, well, I don't approve of this fucking wedding so I guess I'll have to be a bitch about this.
Yes, I'm a bitch, yes, I'm selfish, I don't give a shit. They're really no better. They bitch more then I do about people not doing what they want. About how people should do shit for them. They expect too much out of their friends. They expect them to drop their shit and come and visit more. How stupid. Life does not revolve around them, and I get to take the blame for that.
Random entry...I'll do an art dump next week sometime, I think I'll be putting my illustration portfolio online so then you'll all see my lovely hand drawn stuff instead of the crappy digital stuff I post once in a while. Good news is, after painting a portrait in oil paint, I have a better grasp on painter...I still need photoshop cs3 (esp before next semester) but whatever. I'll take a picture of my oil painting when it's done...it's not as bad as I thought it would be...but it's freaking huge. Next year my oil painting class for illustration, Bill has use work 9x12 rather then 24x36 (mine is actually 24x30, hah)
Ok, now back to the term paper that's due tomarrow...I don't see why everyone started this one a month ago, he only suggested 5 pages, 2 sources, you can have more or less so whatever. Nothing like the 13 page one...which I got a nice a- on...which is good because I totally blew it off.
ok one more random thought...why does the library smell like a mall food court?