He's not leading me on. He's never been anything but honest with me. And I've been . . . relatively honest with him. I think he's a great kid and all but---
But the fact that I just called Seamus a "great kid" probably says something about our relationship. How I feel about him as a person is almost completely seperate from how I feel about him as a person-that-I-have-sex-with. Because when we're not doing that and we're just talking, it's like talking to George or Lee or something. We laugh and make jokes and all that. But now that I'm out of school, we're doing that less and less.
Anyway, if he's not interested, I don't have to be either. Maybe now that I've been forced out, I might actually go meet blokes and all those things.
But I don't want to be the one to make the "let's just be friends" speech; it's so corny. I want to be his friend, though . . .
Sure, I always figured we did. It's just that neither one of us wants to be the one to end it.
I suppose it should be me, being the older, "more mature" one in the relationship. Ha. I'm the one making Canary Creams while Seamus tries to solve everyone else's problems. Sometimes I want to tell him to hex 'em all and stop worrying . . .
He's not leading me on. He's never been anything but honest with me. And I've been . . . relatively honest with him. I think he's a great kid and all but---
But the fact that I just called Seamus a "great kid" probably says something about our relationship. How I feel about him as a person is almost completely seperate from how I feel about him as a person-that-I-have-sex-with. Because when we're not doing that and we're just talking, it's like talking to George or Lee or something. We laugh and make jokes and all that. But now that I'm out of school, we're doing that less and less.
Anyway, if he's not interested, I don't have to be either. Maybe now that I've been forced out, I might actually go meet blokes and all those things.
But I don't want to be the one to make the "let's just be friends" speech; it's so corny. I want to be his friend, though . . .
Because Seamus Finnigan is a great kid.
~Fred Weasley
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well, i suppose it's good that you both pretty much feel the same about it.
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Sure, I always figured we did. It's just that neither one of us wants to be the one to end it.
I suppose it should be me, being the older, "more mature" one in the relationship. Ha. I'm the one making Canary Creams while Seamus tries to solve everyone else's problems. Sometimes I want to tell him to hex 'em all and stop worrying . . .
~Fred
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