Wow...
You know what? Fuck this. I try so hard all the time to make it seem like im happy. Its not working. I still cry every night until im asleep. I still think about suicide. I always wonder whats wrong with me. What is wrong with me!? How come i cant just be happy for like two seconds? Why wont a guy stay with me for more than like 2 weeks? It makes me think that maybe im not even worth talking to, theres no point in me even being here... I just dont know anymore.
Im still here-
You know who.