Aug 01, 2005 01:06
On August 6th(Enver's birthday)
Enver and I will have been together 7 months.
We havent had a single fight, I've yet to be miffed at him, I've always had a good time with him. It can be just us, or 30 people. The only time I ever cried was when i thought about what it would be like if we broke up. SO I dont think that counts as him making me cry....
He's tall, dark, handsome, loves my family, my family loves him and he's smart. I don't ever feel like I'd be happier if he'd go home and leave me alone. I miss him when I dont see him and I feel better when he's around. that said, he's not a crutch. I'm more my own person now and I don't hide behind anything. It's disconcerting for me sometimes, but no one can call me fake.
What made me write this random entry about Enver? probaby looking at the lyrics to Carly Simon's "My New Boyfriend". Seven whole months...and I havent been unhappy once. Love this certain is almost unnerving...I can't even make myself look ahead and think "what if?" because right now is too perfect.