~::LIFES A BITCH THEN YOU DIE...GET THE FUCK OVER IT::~
Well, for those of you who know me will understand and those of you who dont..wont..
Anyways, Life is bad but, then again it could be much more fucked..you know?
I miss my mom soo much you guys really have no idea.It's so hard not to have her here for me like she use to allways be.
I miss going to sleep and waking up to her yelling at me ~::HEHE::~
I miss her waking me up in the middle of the night becuase she is hungry, or she made a Pie or Cookies.. ~::TARE & ALLIE::~ ..you guys remember.. ---<3
I missed being able to just go in her room and talk to her for hours and hours ... Dispite half the time she disagreed with what I was saying, I guess thats what made our conversations so interesting.
Their are times threw out the day whare ill pick up the phone or start dialing on my cell her number and then realize that I cant.. :*(
The hardest part for me is seeing pictures of me and her or her and my brother or even all 3 of us togeather.
Ive never spent more then a week away from her EVER in my whole LIFE!!
Its been about 2 monthes and prob. going to be much longer then that.
But, I know I need to stay strong not just for myself but my Mom & Brother..We all need to stay strong for eachother and we know that..
My Dad is helping ALOT!
YES SUPRISE!!
He is being hella cool, and very very understanding!
Im so lucky to have the best friends you could ever ever ask for!
My BEST FRIEND Taryne is such a GREAT friend! She is FoSho my best friend!
She has and is their every step of the way .. I LOVE YOU TARE!
I have the BESTIEST boyfriend EVER! Marco I LOVE YOU!
If i didnt have the two of them ..WOW..Look out mad woman on the loose!
~::hehe::~
Also I just wanted to thank Ashley M. , Jesse and everyone elese
Anyways i gotta go my old hag of a grandma is here bye
I LOVE TARYNE AND MARCO!! N NICHOLE
Anyways, Life is bad but, then again it could be much more fucked..you know?
I miss my mom soo much you guys really have no idea.It's so hard not to have her here for me like she use to allways be.
I miss going to sleep and waking up to her yelling at me ~::HEHE::~
I miss her waking me up in the middle of the night becuase she is hungry, or she made a Pie or Cookies.. ~::TARE & ALLIE::~ ..you guys remember.. ---<3
I missed being able to just go in her room and talk to her for hours and hours ... Dispite half the time she disagreed with what I was saying, I guess thats what made our conversations so interesting.
Their are times threw out the day whare ill pick up the phone or start dialing on my cell her number and then realize that I cant.. :*(
The hardest part for me is seeing pictures of me and her or her and my brother or even all 3 of us togeather.
Ive never spent more then a week away from her EVER in my whole LIFE!!
Its been about 2 monthes and prob. going to be much longer then that.
But, I know I need to stay strong not just for myself but my Mom & Brother..We all need to stay strong for eachother and we know that..
My Dad is helping ALOT!
YES SUPRISE!!
He is being hella cool, and very very understanding!
Im so lucky to have the best friends you could ever ever ask for!
My BEST FRIEND Taryne is such a GREAT friend! She is FoSho my best friend!
She has and is their every step of the way .. I LOVE YOU TARE!
I have the BESTIEST boyfriend EVER! Marco I LOVE YOU!
If i didnt have the two of them ..WOW..Look out mad woman on the loose!
~::hehe::~
Also I just wanted to thank Ashley M. , Jesse and everyone elese
Anyways i gotta go my old hag of a grandma is here bye
I LOVE TARYNE AND MARCO!! N NICHOLE