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I'm just so frustrated and stuck right now. My Family just gangs up on me and I hate it. well not my dad, but my mom and brother will or my mom and my sister will, i just feel so attacked and unjustified, they wont give me the time of day to express myself, or if i say something they just attack me. My mom likes my brother the most, i know i know she loves us all the same but she honestly likes my brother the most. and its jsut so frustrating because with him she see's no flaws so if he does something wrong she can't comprehend it and puts the blame on others and it's really frustrating. Now reading this you might think i have a warped sense of things because I'm the one who is upset which is probably legit but i've talked to my sister and dad and they both agree with me. How am I supposed to put up with this. I feel like it's 4th grade and they are the "cool" kids talking behind my back and making fun of me. that's a bad analogy but you get my drift. Its so frustrating i just get so steamed up, and I can't even express it because if i do i just attacked at again and it just keeps building and building up. It makes me realize though how much my dad cares for me because he see's im upset and tries to help me. he said to my mom "you're upseting your daughter would you step back and look at the situation" she's so blind, god that fucking princeton boy. and then with him to i feel like i have to fit this mold jsut to be accepted by him...he's the fucking crazy one and i accept him. i wish the two of them would just grow the fuck up.