And Now I Rest
*Say when you're alone
It's better 'cause nobody knows you
When no one's your friend
It's better 'cause nobody leaves you
So you turned your back
On a world that you could never have
'Cause your heart's been cracked
And everyone else's is goin' mad
But I hear voices
And I see colors
But I wish I felt nothing
Then it might be easy for me
Like it is for you*
Well, Friday was my birthday. I figured since I didn't have any school Friday that I'd sleep in and enjoy it, but no. Mom woke me up before she went to work to do the ol' "happy birthday" scene. It was half cute I guess but then I couldn't get back to sleep, so it looks like I was up for the morning. The night before mom was trying to be cute and said "Okay, I won't be seeing you til you're 18, haha." I think I threw up in my mouth when she said that. She's always trying to be smooth and witty, but in reality she's a big nerd, with good intentions of course. Kelli came over for the day, we bummed around. I vaccumed and cleaned up a little while she sat down on the computer... thanks for the help Kell haha. When mom got home, she had Catherine with her. We ate and then I was presented with a cake. There was a horrible amount of candles on that sucker, or at least it looked like there was. I felt like I was going to burn my eyebrows off.
That night Katie came over and helped get ready. We set up bar in my downstairs bathroom. We had a blender, utensils, bananas, cups of all colors. Hell, we even had a hammer for the ice, we were all set. My mom, still grasping at the fact I'm still her baby, bought us pop and chips, which was surprisingly awesome. So, a handful of people came over and we all had a few drinkies. It was funny. I have new pictures on my website if anyone is half interested. There's even a picture of Todd's throw up, which was amazingly orange. It's a keeper.
*Let me run with you tonight
I'll take you on a moonlight ride
There's someone I used to see
But she don't give a damn for me
But let me get to the point, let's roll another joint
And turn the radio loud, I'm too alone to be proud
You don't know how it feels
You don't know how it feels to be me
People come, people go
Some grow young, some grow cold
I woke up in between
A memory and a dream*
Random and Funny Things That Happened That Day:
-Finding a picture of Ryan in my shower with a banana
-Playing with Ryan's "blade" with Sher
-Ange showing up for a second with an awesome Barney B-day card
-Winning twice on scratch tickets I got
-Todd throwing up orange, practically glowing barf
-Banana Telephones
-Katie, Ashley, and I peeing together while talking about peeing together
-Ryan and Anthony secretly holding hands
-You put the lime in the coconut
-I kept Todd's lighter... and hat
-Ryan's idea of cleaning the chips off the floor was to sit in the middle of them and eat the ones around him... then to throw them at Todd
-Dan's wicked sign he made for me
-Trying to fit three girls in a double bed without getting the feeling that you're spooning
-My computer magically turning on and beep at us while we'll lying in bed
Everyone left at around 3 and Sher and Katie stayed the night, so we hit up our pj's and hit the hay. We laid in bed talking for I don't even know how long, but it was a good time. Apparently I was talking in my sleep about a Drive Thru, but it's okay. Sher was bascially having a seizure while she was sleeping so I guess that makes up for my snoring. I got stuck in the middle and it sucked. I couldn't control my blankets and I was really hot, and it was really awkward because i had no where to put my hands.
"This that your hand on my thigh?" -Sher
"That's MY thigh." - Me
So anyways, I woke up half decently early, around 9ish so I got up and started keeping up the basement. In the bathroom there was strawberries everywhere and little puddles of water, where the ice had gotten away from me. The towels that we used to clean up the spills reeked like death. I felt like throwing them out but I'm sure my mom wouldn't be inpressed if i did. Cleaning up took a few minutes, but it was nothing major. THEN because I'm awesome, I watched this Girl's Muscle competition, it was scary and intimidating... eek. Once everyone was up, the girls left and I just laid in bed, not really sleeping, just blah. I think I was getting sleep deprived.
*would you be the wind to blow me home
would you be a dream
on the wings of a poem
and if you were walking through a crowd
you know I'd be proud
if you call my name out loud
do you suppose that I would come running
do you suppose I'd come at all
I suppose I would*
I didn't really do much during Saturday day, just lounged. Tange was supposed to come over to my house for the night, but the cavy got sick and decided not to start anymore and she had to get it towed. So she had to stay home. But don't worry, Tange, we will plan another night haha. So during the night me and Katie went to Souis. On the way out Katie started stopping the car really fast and I didn't know what the hell was going on, she forgot her license and we had to turn back. On the way to her house I was scared we were going to meet a cop and get pulled over for some reason hha. On the way out we had to get Ryan and in Little Pond we saw about a thousand rabbits crossing the road, and dogs that would run up to the car and run with us. It was nuts. People should tie their dogs up, its not safe. There was a dead raccoon too.... that was pleasant eek.
We went to Greco and did our Greco Groupie thing, everyone seemed to be there, so it was fun. Mike kicked us out at 12 so we went driving with Dustin, and by we I mean Katie, Ryan and I. He was being a sass and kept pulling away when we were talking to people. A few good smacks will fix up that problem, eh Dustin. Ryan was drunk and hilarious. At one point he grabbed Dustin's headrest and threw it out the window, right on Main Street. Good lord, it was the funniest thing of the night. We think Ryan's secretly in love with Fahey. Shh, it's a secret though.
Tonight I have a birthday supper with the Fam at Pat & Willies, and I think that's when I'm getting my presents. I didn't really actually ask for anything so it'll be interesting as to what they got me.
This morning my mom woke me up at 7 this morning to tell me that she was going to Moncton? And that I had to take Catherine to and from work. Needless to say, I went back to sleep. And on that note, I'm going to have a nap before I have to get Catherine at 6. Later
-Stay gold, Ponyboy
It's better 'cause nobody knows you
When no one's your friend
It's better 'cause nobody leaves you
So you turned your back
On a world that you could never have
'Cause your heart's been cracked
And everyone else's is goin' mad
But I hear voices
And I see colors
But I wish I felt nothing
Then it might be easy for me
Like it is for you*
Well, Friday was my birthday. I figured since I didn't have any school Friday that I'd sleep in and enjoy it, but no. Mom woke me up before she went to work to do the ol' "happy birthday" scene. It was half cute I guess but then I couldn't get back to sleep, so it looks like I was up for the morning. The night before mom was trying to be cute and said "Okay, I won't be seeing you til you're 18, haha." I think I threw up in my mouth when she said that. She's always trying to be smooth and witty, but in reality she's a big nerd, with good intentions of course. Kelli came over for the day, we bummed around. I vaccumed and cleaned up a little while she sat down on the computer... thanks for the help Kell haha. When mom got home, she had Catherine with her. We ate and then I was presented with a cake. There was a horrible amount of candles on that sucker, or at least it looked like there was. I felt like I was going to burn my eyebrows off.
That night Katie came over and helped get ready. We set up bar in my downstairs bathroom. We had a blender, utensils, bananas, cups of all colors. Hell, we even had a hammer for the ice, we were all set. My mom, still grasping at the fact I'm still her baby, bought us pop and chips, which was surprisingly awesome. So, a handful of people came over and we all had a few drinkies. It was funny. I have new pictures on my website if anyone is half interested. There's even a picture of Todd's throw up, which was amazingly orange. It's a keeper.
*Let me run with you tonight
I'll take you on a moonlight ride
There's someone I used to see
But she don't give a damn for me
But let me get to the point, let's roll another joint
And turn the radio loud, I'm too alone to be proud
You don't know how it feels
You don't know how it feels to be me
People come, people go
Some grow young, some grow cold
I woke up in between
A memory and a dream*
Random and Funny Things That Happened That Day:
-Finding a picture of Ryan in my shower with a banana
-Playing with Ryan's "blade" with Sher
-Ange showing up for a second with an awesome Barney B-day card
-Winning twice on scratch tickets I got
-Todd throwing up orange, practically glowing barf
-Banana Telephones
-Katie, Ashley, and I peeing together while talking about peeing together
-Ryan and Anthony secretly holding hands
-You put the lime in the coconut
-I kept Todd's lighter... and hat
-Ryan's idea of cleaning the chips off the floor was to sit in the middle of them and eat the ones around him... then to throw them at Todd
-Dan's wicked sign he made for me
-Trying to fit three girls in a double bed without getting the feeling that you're spooning
-My computer magically turning on and beep at us while we'll lying in bed
Everyone left at around 3 and Sher and Katie stayed the night, so we hit up our pj's and hit the hay. We laid in bed talking for I don't even know how long, but it was a good time. Apparently I was talking in my sleep about a Drive Thru, but it's okay. Sher was bascially having a seizure while she was sleeping so I guess that makes up for my snoring. I got stuck in the middle and it sucked. I couldn't control my blankets and I was really hot, and it was really awkward because i had no where to put my hands.
"This that your hand on my thigh?" -Sher
"That's MY thigh." - Me
So anyways, I woke up half decently early, around 9ish so I got up and started keeping up the basement. In the bathroom there was strawberries everywhere and little puddles of water, where the ice had gotten away from me. The towels that we used to clean up the spills reeked like death. I felt like throwing them out but I'm sure my mom wouldn't be inpressed if i did. Cleaning up took a few minutes, but it was nothing major. THEN because I'm awesome, I watched this Girl's Muscle competition, it was scary and intimidating... eek. Once everyone was up, the girls left and I just laid in bed, not really sleeping, just blah. I think I was getting sleep deprived.
*would you be the wind to blow me home
would you be a dream
on the wings of a poem
and if you were walking through a crowd
you know I'd be proud
if you call my name out loud
do you suppose that I would come running
do you suppose I'd come at all
I suppose I would*
I didn't really do much during Saturday day, just lounged. Tange was supposed to come over to my house for the night, but the cavy got sick and decided not to start anymore and she had to get it towed. So she had to stay home. But don't worry, Tange, we will plan another night haha. So during the night me and Katie went to Souis. On the way out Katie started stopping the car really fast and I didn't know what the hell was going on, she forgot her license and we had to turn back. On the way to her house I was scared we were going to meet a cop and get pulled over for some reason hha. On the way out we had to get Ryan and in Little Pond we saw about a thousand rabbits crossing the road, and dogs that would run up to the car and run with us. It was nuts. People should tie their dogs up, its not safe. There was a dead raccoon too.... that was pleasant eek.
We went to Greco and did our Greco Groupie thing, everyone seemed to be there, so it was fun. Mike kicked us out at 12 so we went driving with Dustin, and by we I mean Katie, Ryan and I. He was being a sass and kept pulling away when we were talking to people. A few good smacks will fix up that problem, eh Dustin. Ryan was drunk and hilarious. At one point he grabbed Dustin's headrest and threw it out the window, right on Main Street. Good lord, it was the funniest thing of the night. We think Ryan's secretly in love with Fahey. Shh, it's a secret though.
Tonight I have a birthday supper with the Fam at Pat & Willies, and I think that's when I'm getting my presents. I didn't really actually ask for anything so it'll be interesting as to what they got me.
This morning my mom woke me up at 7 this morning to tell me that she was going to Moncton? And that I had to take Catherine to and from work. Needless to say, I went back to sleep. And on that note, I'm going to have a nap before I have to get Catherine at 6. Later
-Stay gold, Ponyboy