I never ment to hurt anyone!!!

[pointlesssorrow]

A long time has pasted since I really, actually, sat down and thought! A lot of my thinking is to improve myself or others. I try not to do anything to that hurts someone, but if it does, I'm sorry it's not meant that way. I don't want anyone to think that. I have a lot going for me right now and I done want to hold any one down from growing. I love change. Change is always for the good never for the worst; at least in some instances. It my not seem like it, But I have had a strong pull to religion in the past two years. I've asked for guidance , and I finally received it. I know this may sound stupid for most people to read, if they are not believers in Christ. For the past two in a half years I was looking for something that I thought would be good for me. When I found it, I love the feeling, however it got me thinking, yet again. I had to start thinking about where I wanted to take my life. And I did! I decided to look past all of the desires and actually see what I wanted for myself! So, I decided to let go of what I need to to grow in the spiritual realm. For I thought All I Needed was a BOYFRIEND, But when I let go of the Familiar Spirit, I felt like I just took a car off my shoulders. I may have hurt a great person in the process, but the person knows that I will always love him in my heart. The desire is no longer in me to be satisfied by another male. In my christian walk, I need to be clean. Not saying that anyone was dirty. But clean spirited! I had made this choice to be a believer since I was a little child....And to let you all know...you can follow him too....once you are his child or his friend, HE WILL NEVER LET YOU GO... no matter how far you run, he will bring you back into his presence...just think about it......if you don't understand just leave a comment....................

With Love from Another....

Steven