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I think I am coming to the conclusion that right now, I dont think I like either of my options. Sure, I am very in love with both, but in very different ways. Im not sure if anyone will understand this, but for me, I think I have to be completely in love in every way to be sure. With these two, I know Im not. I think the best for me right now would be to find someone compeltely new. Sure, it will be hard and I am SOOOO afraid I will loose these them as friends, but I think I have to. For once, I have to selfish.