Panic Time!
Ok, so tomorrow morning is the first day of my externship/intership. I think I might give up calling it an externship, because no one knows what it is. Any who I am kinda freaking out. People keep telling me that I am going to do well, and I don't believe them. Not that I don't think my friends aren't being sincere, I just can't receive it.
I think I would be less stressed if I didn't also have to keep working at Petsmart. Between my intership and my job I will be working 55 hour work weeks. I am worried how I am going to juggle my life. I am worried that my friends will get upset and frustrated with me not being around. I won't be able to hang out like I have been able to.
I don't know what I am walking in to tomorrow. One of my co-worker's Mike keeps telling me to not worry, that tomorrow is my first day and they will be understanding. I know that is true, but still does not help me to not worry. I just really hope that I get a good night's sleep and wake up tomorrow feeling peaceful.
I think I would be less stressed if I didn't also have to keep working at Petsmart. Between my intership and my job I will be working 55 hour work weeks. I am worried how I am going to juggle my life. I am worried that my friends will get upset and frustrated with me not being around. I won't be able to hang out like I have been able to.
I don't know what I am walking in to tomorrow. One of my co-worker's Mike keeps telling me to not worry, that tomorrow is my first day and they will be understanding. I know that is true, but still does not help me to not worry. I just really hope that I get a good night's sleep and wake up tomorrow feeling peaceful.