Happy New Year
I have had a pretty crappy day. Epic crappy day. The highlights(I guess I can call them that):
Finding out that my friend's mom is dying of cancer. It is really bad. My friend went home to take care of her mom.
My cat Sidney is dying. He is so miserable.
'09 has not been is not off to a good start. There is other stuff going on to. The constant stress of home. My dad doing nothing to help. My lack of sleep. I probably won't get 8 hours of sleep again until summer break. Almost wrecking my car this morning.
I am not a real happy camper with God right now. I hate cancer. I am having a really hard time seeing the loving, caring side of God right now.
I think my SAD might also be back. I am not as motivated. I always want to sleep. I feel blah about life. I shouldn't feel blah about life. I love school. I love my horse. I have friends who love me. I have a boyfriend who loves me. I have great co-workers. But right now I can't see any of that.
I should go to bed so I am not exhausted tomorrow.
Finding out that my friend's mom is dying of cancer. It is really bad. My friend went home to take care of her mom.
My cat Sidney is dying. He is so miserable.
'09 has not been is not off to a good start. There is other stuff going on to. The constant stress of home. My dad doing nothing to help. My lack of sleep. I probably won't get 8 hours of sleep again until summer break. Almost wrecking my car this morning.
I am not a real happy camper with God right now. I hate cancer. I am having a really hard time seeing the loving, caring side of God right now.
I think my SAD might also be back. I am not as motivated. I always want to sleep. I feel blah about life. I shouldn't feel blah about life. I love school. I love my horse. I have friends who love me. I have a boyfriend who loves me. I have great co-workers. But right now I can't see any of that.
I should go to bed so I am not exhausted tomorrow.