Jul 10, 2004 14:48
Photoshop Elements is only forty nine dollars...
Getting ready to take the fifth tomorrow. Should be more nervous. I am caught up with the idea that I need something as a reward to gird myself against something I don't want to do. My mom would always have a soft drink or a juice before she got in the car. It got to the point where I was of course buying coke and two airplane jars of scotch...lately it's cigars, but a deep breath is just as fancy to learn patience instead of placing it outside of myself.
my scheme is to get someone to like me. that's the scheme. that's desperate smelling, and inauthentic. self concious. very interesting. be patient and don't work it -- what needs to be worked, anyway?
More later.