Organic Ketchup

Jun 18, 2004 11:10

Glad to see that it's all coming out. This morning I was mad at scripty for not posting my excellent newt post, and wondered why I was so mad. I am cross, as my sainted grammy used to say, because I have the opinion that she totally is powermad, thinks she's a DNC rep, is conservative, and is sick... So that's my opinion and I don't like to be thwarted so I am a hypocrite and sick and so on. Still I could see it pulling me and had some control over it, whereas before I would have been on the hate luge.

I should quit and work on my own political blog, because i have no patience for people who don't bother to keep up. It's like trying to jam with someone who hasn't practiced or isn't even familiar with the instrument

God, my effluvia is odious. The blessing and curse of having an office.

This chewing tobacco is great. I just spat all over the carpet, and I can stay here and focus. However, it's like chewing gum in that it gets all the stummy juices flowing so once the plug is ejected, my entrails yawn and I do binge.

I can still have resentments, I can just deal with them and don't let them take hold of me.

I want to care for and be proud of myself so that I don't have to fool other people into liking me.

This morning I started to read Billy James again and want to accomplish so much. DOn't waste anymore time!

I was, through the thrall of thanatos, proving my strength by cutting off my feelings, and was thus trapped.

Worried about the spotting and also wanted to take that out on the one most important. Thank god I am sober
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