Jump ahead four years.

[pointandlaughh]

So I think having a sick kid is taking it's toll on our marriage. It's just so hard to talk to him anymore about anything. And then yesterday I didn't get a real present for my first mother's day. The day was going to be hard anyway with Spencer in the hospital. I thought he would have anticipated that. Instead of jewelery like Kena got from her worthless sometimes boyfriend and baby daddy, I got a shovel. Seriously? It kills me how I put so much effort and thought into gifts, and the one time he tries to, it backfires. I didn't expect jewelery, but I at least expected flowers. And his master plan was that we would spend the day together and plant the tomato plants I bought. That's nice, but don't plan on me getting up at 6 am to do it. It's my day- I'm not revolving it around you. I mean, he works at a grocery store that has a floral department...and it wasn't like I didn't hint. And now he thinks I wanted jewelery.
He has been so snippy lately. Like we can't even talk to each other. I can't even ask him where something is without him getting an attitude. I know Spencer being sick is taking it's toll on both of us, but really the only thing we have right now is one another and we're fucking that up too.
Gah, I need a drink.