Apr 10, 2006 17:00
Thank you for letting me know how much of a fuck-up I am.
Thank you for letting me know that I can't control myself around Jess.
Thank you for letting me know that my own brother doesn't trust me.
Thank you for making this day just perfect.
For all you out there that think that I need to grow some, to stand up for myself. Well fuck off. You want a pair of balls in my pants, well I want a fucking fist in your face.
I am my own man, I have made my own mistakes in life and have dealt with them. I had done a lot of things and to be called pussy-whipped is down right wrong.
I ended up being like my mom. Passive, quiet, happy-go-lucky. Do what she likes as long as it doesn't inconvenience someone else.
Tim ended up like our dad. Controlling, angry, hypocritical, depressed. Do what he likes and not care to much about what his actions might cause.
I may not make to many major decisions. I may be passive in my relationship. But damned if I'm not happy with my life. Damned if I don't enjoy how my life is going. And damn anyone who disagrees with how I run my life, because most of you have your own problems to deal with without getting into someone else's.
I will live my life how I see fit. I suggest everyone else do the same.