thunder storms
its raining so hard today in ms. there is a lot of thunder and lightning also. its creepy for the middle of june.i feel like its a warning that something bad is going to happen.knowing my life, something bad is going to happen. i really feel a longing to go home, but i think that is just because theres something i need to do, and i cannot do it until i return home. i wish i could take care of all i need to and not face the consequences, but i am not an idiot. i have taken advice from my closest friends and eventually i will get the balls to do it(pardon the term) but until then, i am trying to focus on the positives in my life. like i just got the cashboard confessional cd, and there are so many cute guyz in mississippi. a lot better than back home in
CA. (evil grin) maybe i'll have time to have a little fun before my time here is up. sure as hell beats the odds back home. the dog is yapping again. the puppy always does that. anyhoo....my friends sister is bitching at me to turn down the music. i found out some things about her that make me want to vomit every time i look at her. i dont know what i'm going to do about that. i guess there is nothing i can do except keep my mouth closed. literally.tomorrow i think my friend and i will go to the library and spend a few hours there. im basically the poster child for your average bookworm. besides, i need the quiet to clear my head. that is not something i can do here. i guess i will just have to see what tomorrow brings. you never know...maybe my life will change.
CA. (evil grin) maybe i'll have time to have a little fun before my time here is up. sure as hell beats the odds back home. the dog is yapping again. the puppy always does that. anyhoo....my friends sister is bitching at me to turn down the music. i found out some things about her that make me want to vomit every time i look at her. i dont know what i'm going to do about that. i guess there is nothing i can do except keep my mouth closed. literally.tomorrow i think my friend and i will go to the library and spend a few hours there. im basically the poster child for your average bookworm. besides, i need the quiet to clear my head. that is not something i can do here. i guess i will just have to see what tomorrow brings. you never know...maybe my life will change.