fuck off.
Ugh. I hate my life, I hate my life, I hate my life. I'm like pretty much balling my eyes out and ready to punch a hole through a wall. I was having a perfectly fine day except for having a painful pimple that came from stress due to this guy. Freaking school, freaking life, freaking parents.
Anyways, besides having my guy friend, John, totally blow off his friend and my best friend, Kim, and this other guy friend, Thomas, first lying to my face, lying to say he wasn't lying and then have me find out like a month or two later that what he was saying was a lie I am pissed. Like in school, all we did was tests and presentations and all this work near the end of the school year, then in gym we redid presidential fitness testing, I got worse except for my push-ups and we had to run a while which made me really sore. Next day, which was yesterday, there was formal and I didn't bother going since I went last year and I knew what and who was going to be the big 'omg' of the formal. And I was right, I knew that Thomas was lying and what happened there, well what I heard from EVERYONE, made it positive he was lying the whole time. So I'm really hurt by this because I used to be able to trust him but now I can't. And then today, I had piano practice, stress pimple still holding strong, I got home, my dad just got up and then he started to be the bastard he always is. It is probably verbal abuse if I wanted to classify it. Then he was forcing me to go swimming, ice-skating or have my laptop taken away FOR NO FUCKING APPARENT REASON!
WTF.
So then I was throwing my usual fit of crying and yelling because he always makes me do whatever he wants to and I have no other choice besides getting everything taken away.
AND IT BOTHERS ME, BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING THEY MAKE ME DO.
And I have homework to finish, that entire Thomas and John thing will bug me out and make that fucking pimple larger than ever, and I haven't had one in ages be mind you, and I won't have any computer anything for a week since I didn't want to swim or ice-skate cause I hate it, and I hate everything.
Fucking ranting.
Anyways, besides having my guy friend, John, totally blow off his friend and my best friend, Kim, and this other guy friend, Thomas, first lying to my face, lying to say he wasn't lying and then have me find out like a month or two later that what he was saying was a lie I am pissed. Like in school, all we did was tests and presentations and all this work near the end of the school year, then in gym we redid presidential fitness testing, I got worse except for my push-ups and we had to run a while which made me really sore. Next day, which was yesterday, there was formal and I didn't bother going since I went last year and I knew what and who was going to be the big 'omg' of the formal. And I was right, I knew that Thomas was lying and what happened there, well what I heard from EVERYONE, made it positive he was lying the whole time. So I'm really hurt by this because I used to be able to trust him but now I can't. And then today, I had piano practice, stress pimple still holding strong, I got home, my dad just got up and then he started to be the bastard he always is. It is probably verbal abuse if I wanted to classify it. Then he was forcing me to go swimming, ice-skating or have my laptop taken away FOR NO FUCKING APPARENT REASON!
WTF.
So then I was throwing my usual fit of crying and yelling because he always makes me do whatever he wants to and I have no other choice besides getting everything taken away.
AND IT BOTHERS ME, BECAUSE I HATE EVERYTHING THEY MAKE ME DO.
And I have homework to finish, that entire Thomas and John thing will bug me out and make that fucking pimple larger than ever, and I haven't had one in ages be mind you, and I won't have any computer anything for a week since I didn't want to swim or ice-skate cause I hate it, and I hate everything.
Fucking ranting.