Some mistakes are worth having.

[poignantlove]

So I decided to do my own*official Halloween thingy this year this weekend because of course I have Witches Woods this year of course....blah, but at least I have halloween day free, you better believe I my last two classes so I can get out of Middlesex by 10:15 and home by 11. I feel no guilt, and seeng that it is a *holiday kind of makes sense. It would fucking awesome if I could get to Salem in the day or something, or the day after but I doubt it. I would of loved to go at night when the main Samihian stuff takes place but fucking Witches Woods, got at least show up on Halloween I skipped enough and it was actually kind of fun last year surprisingly and this year Im gonna actually stay for the after party, because I know more people this year, and I wont have to get to fitchburg..that was nuts, fun at the time but this year will be different. Im also happy I got invited to Hollys party, someone that used to work there friends with Eddie and Lettie, so of course shes chill. I just thought she totally didnt like me, so it was a pleasant surprise and I guess its a really big party, from what heard last year and its a halloween party, so of course it will KICK ASS yay. But before I forget, I should mention in case people somehow forget to read the sign in my house, im having a halloween-sleepover party this coming Saturday night , Oct 28th at 10;00pm. It sucks it couldnt be earlier saturday or better yet saturday but I had to compromise due to my being called in to nanny so parents can go to a game ( lol soccer Moms), I offered to do it, because its a one time saturday night and ill get sunday off. Ill probably be done with that around 9, thats what they said but I put 10 so people wont show up while im driving home, and think its off, its better to be early. Ill just call people if I get home early. Im hoping ill get at least 10 heads at the party, kind of like past saturday, but an actual official party and at least 5 heads sleeping over. Im gonna have a few actual games to, like apple bobbing in some kind of liqour, still havent decided what kind yet but it'll happen, and im hoping people will dress up, I know im gonna!.probably a male jiggalo., because it'll be fun and ive always wanted to cross dress.
I guess its 12;30 and I should take a shower, yay only 2 hours of work today. Tonight should be good, n' chill. I just cant wait to get this speech over with, I just gotta keep telling myself, the people I make it to I probably wont see again, if I make a mistake who cares? it happens its not the end of the world. ..ah the 1st ones always the hardest.
So yeah COME!