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It's funny how some situations can seem to have so much promise; and then all in one instant every ounce of hope that was once present is gone. I'm so tired of getting my hopes up for nothing. It seems like the more promising it looks, the quicker it all goes to hell. I just want something to work for once, and just be right. Of course nothing is perfect. I just want to feel that its right. I want to feel like I'm where I'm supposed to be and I'm there with who I'm supposed to be there with... I haven't felt that way in a long time. Just when I thought I had the potential to feel that way again, the walls came crashing down. I'm so afraid to feel.