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It's weird when it feels as if your best friend never wants to hang out with you. maybe when this occurs I should start re evaluating the term "best friend".
What exactly is this? is it the person you've been friends with for longer than everyone else? Is it he/she that knows more about you, knows your deepest things that you would only discuss with this person. No one else. What if this person has nothing to tell you that she hasn't told others but she knows things that not one other person would know. Is it alright to feel disdain towards your "best friend"? I know it's a bad situation when you have no idea how the other person feels about you. She says one thing, but doens't act that way at all.
I don't hate other people on her behalf anymore. I did once.
There were a lot of things I used to be like. I remember when I was generally happy. I remember when I could believe in a God, and a saviour. I now think I was stupid then, uninformed, ignorant. But I was happy. Now I don't believe, and I'm not happy. I remember wheni didn't even have friends, but I was happy. I remember when i spent all my time at home, and I was happy. Now I'm always out and never happy. and if I did stay home, I wouldn't be happy either.
Of course I don't accept them by association. is there any other way to judge people? Acceptance is guided by image but lost within conformity. I conform to the image i've blindly created and never understand.
I'm in a subdued mood today and feel the need to write . Sorry about the abundance of posts.
I want to write a good quote that answers everything. I can only think up quotes that observe great things, but they don't answer anything.
"made him bend to your religion and resurected from the grave"
"So lean upon him gently and don't call on him to save you from your social graces and the sins you used to waive."
"confuses me as to who and where and why, as to how he gets his kicks"
"confessing to the endlessing, the endless whining sounds."
"you'll be praying 'til next thursday to all the gods that you can count."
^from "my God", Ian Anderson
"Go ahead and hate your neighbor
Go ahead and cheat a friend
Do it in the name of heaven
You can justify it in the end
There won't be any trumpets blowing
Come the judgment day
On the bloody morning after
One tin soldier rides away"
^written by someone named Coven?? I don't know, I think. It's a great song though.
What exactly is this? is it the person you've been friends with for longer than everyone else? Is it he/she that knows more about you, knows your deepest things that you would only discuss with this person. No one else. What if this person has nothing to tell you that she hasn't told others but she knows things that not one other person would know. Is it alright to feel disdain towards your "best friend"? I know it's a bad situation when you have no idea how the other person feels about you. She says one thing, but doens't act that way at all.
I don't hate other people on her behalf anymore. I did once.
There were a lot of things I used to be like. I remember when I was generally happy. I remember when I could believe in a God, and a saviour. I now think I was stupid then, uninformed, ignorant. But I was happy. Now I don't believe, and I'm not happy. I remember wheni didn't even have friends, but I was happy. I remember when i spent all my time at home, and I was happy. Now I'm always out and never happy. and if I did stay home, I wouldn't be happy either.
Of course I don't accept them by association. is there any other way to judge people? Acceptance is guided by image but lost within conformity. I conform to the image i've blindly created and never understand.
I'm in a subdued mood today and feel the need to write . Sorry about the abundance of posts.
I want to write a good quote that answers everything. I can only think up quotes that observe great things, but they don't answer anything.
"made him bend to your religion and resurected from the grave"
"So lean upon him gently and don't call on him to save you from your social graces and the sins you used to waive."
"confuses me as to who and where and why, as to how he gets his kicks"
"confessing to the endlessing, the endless whining sounds."
"you'll be praying 'til next thursday to all the gods that you can count."
^from "my God", Ian Anderson
"Go ahead and hate your neighbor
Go ahead and cheat a friend
Do it in the name of heaven
You can justify it in the end
There won't be any trumpets blowing
Come the judgment day
On the bloody morning after
One tin soldier rides away"
^written by someone named Coven?? I don't know, I think. It's a great song though.