we don't need no haters
Sometimes I think I define myself too much based on the people I'm with and what they think of me. This is not a good thing for multiple reasons.
I get so caught up in doing what I think will please others that I lose myself...or something like that.
I really do like making other people happy, though.
But I'm always worried that they get sick of me.
I need have balance between how i feel about myself and how much i let what others feel about me affect me.
When you like people so much and look up to them, it's hard to not want them to like you back. And when you want that, it's hard not to get yourself all wrapped up in being the person you think they care to see...instead of just being yourself. Maybe if you just were yourself they'd like you anyway.
I used to not understand when people would say "I need to find myself", but now I think I can understand more of what they mean.
this sounds so lame. I hate it when I let these types of thoughts go on in my head. what's the point, really? I'd rather just be happy.
having work on Thursday nights bites.
I think it's kind of meaningless and stupid to post this kind of stuff in here for people to read...but I did just write it all out and it felt good, so whatever. it gives you all something to do if you read it.
...But I get to see my dog on Friday! He went to be groomed and they say he's all spiffed up. :) And hopefully I'll get to see Kayla. My mom watches her during the day now and they're all saying how good she is and how big she got. I wonder if she's laughing yet. I can't wait until shes old enough to play...
all right, fine. it's late and I have class. time for sleep.
I get so caught up in doing what I think will please others that I lose myself...or something like that.
I really do like making other people happy, though.
But I'm always worried that they get sick of me.
I need have balance between how i feel about myself and how much i let what others feel about me affect me.
When you like people so much and look up to them, it's hard to not want them to like you back. And when you want that, it's hard not to get yourself all wrapped up in being the person you think they care to see...instead of just being yourself. Maybe if you just were yourself they'd like you anyway.
I used to not understand when people would say "I need to find myself", but now I think I can understand more of what they mean.
this sounds so lame. I hate it when I let these types of thoughts go on in my head. what's the point, really? I'd rather just be happy.
having work on Thursday nights bites.
I think it's kind of meaningless and stupid to post this kind of stuff in here for people to read...but I did just write it all out and it felt good, so whatever. it gives you all something to do if you read it.
...But I get to see my dog on Friday! He went to be groomed and they say he's all spiffed up. :) And hopefully I'll get to see Kayla. My mom watches her during the day now and they're all saying how good she is and how big she got. I wonder if she's laughing yet. I can't wait until shes old enough to play...
all right, fine. it's late and I have class. time for sleep.