Sexy as a red balloon
I was at Pat's all day long yesterday. Kittie and I went to Cindies trying to find sexy somethings to play with. We found nothing of interest that was anywhere near affordable. My friend Jillian works there and suggested 2 porn shops that we should go to but I wasn't in the mood so we went back to Pat's. I felt dizzy and fuzzy when I dragged myself out of bed this morning. I have no idea what that was about, kinda scary though. I miss Jon desperately. Things have been changing between him and I lately, I think I know the exact date the changing began and what brought it about. I hope we're changing for the better. I dreamt about him all last night, can't really get him out of my head. Spending all day with Kittie yesterday was fun. It was a change sharing stories with someone else who's in love from sharing stories with envious or bitter and jaded friends. I really don't feel myself today, although I've only been up for 20 minutes or so. It's not bad, just not me. My house is eerily empty...I think I'll go hop in the shower. Maybe that will bring me to my senses.