I wonder how much frustration I can swallow before I vomit it all back up in their face in a hot spew of anger and things I will regret. I hope it's a lot...cause that's all I can think to do with this overabundance of irritation and I don't know where else to put it. that's enough ranting for right now.
I've actually been visiting my friends and stuff and it's made me realize that it's not just the past 4 months that I've been neglecting people...I did it all this past year when I was always with Nick too. I've also taken into account people who haven't let me lose touch with them because they're true friends who care about me enough to humor my neglect and are still there when I come back.
The plans for the party are starting to get me excited...but not too much because I'm terrified of disappointment. I'm sort of excited about my new job too and I'm not really sure why. I think I've been at Mom and Pop food service businesses run by foreigners for too long now and this is a refreshing change. Also excited about being able to drink legally, and the upcoming SOAD concert I get to go to.
On that note I'm gonna post my pictures from the last concert so I'll have room on my phone for new ones cause you can't take cameras into concerts now cause the world has lost it's mind
I have the intarweb at my house now and it's eating my soul.