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I went through my archive of last year and it was really...
interesting/enlightening/inspiring/depressing/funny/sad/cool/reminiscent.You know, sort of how you feel when you find an old diary from middle school...e.g. "OMG I can't believe Franz broke up with me!!! I will never love again..." I actually used to post WORDS that said THINGS. AND SOMETIMES they were FUNNY like "Anna is a dork because she just said pranch for ranch with a P and she is naked". or "I'm hanging out at this guy Nick burns's house while his band is practicing". or "Brian Brian Brian Brian blah Brian blah blah". It was interesting I suggest you folks do the same with your journals. I'm kind of disenchanted though...I posted several times a week and they were all with party photos or hilarious anecdotes about life-changing road trips I had gone on...and it seems like I don't do SHIT anymore. Very depressing. My birthday was ABYSMAL...so yeah Amanda better fix that this year. You do remember you're throwing Pogofest 06' right, drunky? I used to be a lot more high-strung and emotional (even more so than now!? oh it's true). The love drug had a hold of me nicely for a long long time there. I'm just fucking apathetic to everything and I don't go out and have fun anymore. That and everyone of my friends seems to have had some sort of a falling out with each other, and now I only seem to see them one at a time at short intervals very rarely. Well kids, I'm going to do my best to change that RIGHT FUCKING NOW! Also, I'm gonna try to post more about what's actually going on in my life for my sake cause they're fun to go back and laugh at in a few months. So what's new now...? Umm I've been run/walking at least every other day *aiming for daily* since new years day in an effort to get sorta kinda fit or something. I'm floundering at my current donut shop jorb cause I really need something more challenging/better hours *that don't start at 4 in the morning*/better pay *that hopefully doesn't involve tips which involves me being nice to people*. Yeeeeah so that would mean I have to go look for a REAL jorb. More on that later cause it scares me... Anna got a new jorb at Wael's. Umm...Nick has 50$ in his wallet. Also he's thinking about trying to apply to RICE which is majorly bad ass of him. He's a bad ass mother fucker. A BAMF if you will. I'm supposed to cook for him and his brother and father next week. I'll let you know how that goes. I had horrible nightmares all last night...some about nick...some about...big old house with stairs and old scary man with police?¿??¿ and now I'm gonna go run! YEAHEYEYE! yes, that says "yea hey eye!"