why *shakes head* i just dont know why.

[pogomofo]

why do i stick around and let him hurt me like this? im such a sucker. im so stupid. i need someone right now. someone to stay the night w/ me and hold me and let me cry and not ask why.

i hate that i still love him.

i want it to die.

please help me.

i dont want to cry

anymore.

is it not logical that the person who knows u the most, the person who is closest to you, is the same person who can hurt u the most? i believe it. im walking proof. so why does he do it? why does it allow it? why does he say he loves me if he is the same one to make me hurt? wouldnt he not want me to hurt?

well, i hurt.
make it go away.
its eating me alive
to be here without someone to just be with me.
not a boyfriend.
just
someone.