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Another week has passed and all i could think of now is getting into a coma... havent had any decent sleep in days... my workout sucks... even my work is suffering... how do you induce a coma?
I'd like my life to take a halt... perhaps rethink my direction... reassess my actions and reactions... i'd like to hibernate and freeze into a cold solitude...
Yes, I may be alone, but at least im not lonely... the darkness shall keep me company... The silence will comfort me in a warm embrace... No need to soilicit a little attention... No need for little disappointments...
Why do I even bother? Why do I even care? It is but a futile endeavor... A waste of the littlest energies I have saved... Why should I even expect anything?
Not an ounce of excitement, not a whisper of a thrill... from beings who you've even bothered to care about...
No more expectations... No more regrets... simply no more
I'd like my life to take a halt... perhaps rethink my direction... reassess my actions and reactions... i'd like to hibernate and freeze into a cold solitude...
Yes, I may be alone, but at least im not lonely... the darkness shall keep me company... The silence will comfort me in a warm embrace... No need to soilicit a little attention... No need for little disappointments...
Why do I even bother? Why do I even care? It is but a futile endeavor... A waste of the littlest energies I have saved... Why should I even expect anything?
Not an ounce of excitement, not a whisper of a thrill... from beings who you've even bothered to care about...
No more expectations... No more regrets... simply no more