TWO WEEKS

Sep 09, 2007 22:47

Right before I reach my REM state, that's when my mind goes berserk with thoughts, worries, dreams, and fantasies. But when my fingers start touching the keyboard, I suddenly go blank and have a hard time squeezing them out of my nuts.

Just a few days before my big day and I am bursting with excitement, fear, joy and sadness, all wrapped in a cheap wrapper that I am reluctant to open.

In a few days I am bound to an old-new place i will call home for the next few years. I feel like I havent got enough time to say goodbye to everything ill leave behind. But I am ready to face this new challenge and adventure life will offer. Shanghai is better than Mumbai I suppose.

Speaking of goodbye, I think I realized that I too have to say goodbye to someone I almost fell in love with. Just when you finally think you've found the right one for you.

I wonder if people will even realize that I'm no longer around.

two days before my big day...
two weeks before I leave...
two years before I come back...
two seconds to realize I'll deeply miss you all...
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