Feb 24, 2007 04:44
first time i went out alone... went to embassy... really didnt dance but i was groovin a bit to the music... didnt really mind all the checks that pass me by... had my eyes closed and just listened to the thump of the speakers... kinda noticed that if you're alone, you become a prey to a lot of predators... but then again, good thing i am able to camouflage myself with my snobbish look, for survival i guess?, and steer away potentials... but at the end of the day, who wants to be left-over carcass?
oh geez, i guess i am the way i am... but im willing to change... perhaps next time im gonna smile a little bit more... but i need support from my pack... i wish there was someone i could be with who'll watch over me while i go play in the open field...