If the Fates allow...
It's been a long time since I felt this mentally exhausted. But as I sit here with Honeybear cuddling on my lap (on which she doesn't quite fit because she's just a little too fat) I can't help being horribly nostalgic. Maybe I always get this way at the end of the semester. Just a few group presentations, a paper, my herbarium, and then finals to get through and I'll be done...
I come home on the 20th for only 11 days. I leave for Moorea three weeks from tomorrow and won't be back until June. I'm very excited for Christmas this year because I wasn't home for it last year. Though I feel it will be far too short for my liking. Of course, leave for Tahiti, New Zealand, and California on New Years Day for 5 months is something that is hard to be sad about...
Christmas music both makes me happy and makes me depressed at the same time. It reminds me of when I was much much younger, Christmases past in the house I grew up in. I miss my sister whenever I hear Christmas music. I also get very depressed at being single around Christmas again.
Ali got into grad school at Sophia, so he is officially moving to Japan after the new year. I can't say I was expecting that. In fact, I thought he probably wasn't going to get in and would be back to NU for grad school. Not that we have even talked much this semester and for the most part, it's just him calling me and me getting annoyed. But it's sad that the only thing even close to a relationship I've had in the last two years is gone. *sigh*
Dreams had been quiet for nearly a month until this week. Boo. Woke up this morning quite unhappy.
I come home on the 20th for only 11 days. I leave for Moorea three weeks from tomorrow and won't be back until June. I'm very excited for Christmas this year because I wasn't home for it last year. Though I feel it will be far too short for my liking. Of course, leave for Tahiti, New Zealand, and California on New Years Day for 5 months is something that is hard to be sad about...
Christmas music both makes me happy and makes me depressed at the same time. It reminds me of when I was much much younger, Christmases past in the house I grew up in. I miss my sister whenever I hear Christmas music. I also get very depressed at being single around Christmas again.
Ali got into grad school at Sophia, so he is officially moving to Japan after the new year. I can't say I was expecting that. In fact, I thought he probably wasn't going to get in and would be back to NU for grad school. Not that we have even talked much this semester and for the most part, it's just him calling me and me getting annoyed. But it's sad that the only thing even close to a relationship I've had in the last two years is gone. *sigh*
Dreams had been quiet for nearly a month until this week. Boo. Woke up this morning quite unhappy.