"but baby any way you slice it, i'm thinkin i could just as soon use some time alone"
so this weekend's been okay. i count it as starting friday because i got to go home by 11 because all i had was lunch/free at the end of the day so lisa took me home. her toaster looked like it was eating my bike. i sat with my dog and watched an hour of will and grace before i decided to get ready for pirates (and skip lame tennis pictures... i'm barely even on the team anyway). pirates was kind of okay... i mean the effects and stuff like the boat with the stars were really cool, but the plot was kinda out there and they tried to intertwine too many components and you just end up getting muddled. i felt rays of awkwardness radiating all around me, but i drank my blue icee and watched the movie. i drove my truck home and it was about a million degrees. the truck is hard to drive in hooker boots. i went home and talked to people and got upset over things that i don't deserve to get upset over so i beat myself up over it and got upset about that. zak came over but i was tired and didn't feel like talking... i think he was worried but i didn't talk much because i felt like if i did i would start crying. so zak left even though i didn't want him to. i called carly to sort out saturday, and i got through about 2 sentences and i just starting crying and i couldn't stop but i sat and talked to her for like 1/2 hour and i felt better.
work was dusty. i felt like my insides were coated with sand. jazz was lame. again. and i'm not allowed to jump him until further notice. again. whatthefuck. i went and got a smoothie from perk because drinking smoothies is better than doing other things.
i did some homework and made rachel's card. rachel's was fun, it was nice to hang out with some cool peeps. lol at zak's sculpey artwork and alyssa's card. i ate too much because i'm a compulsive eater.
i went to carly's and she said that hung won was open so we went. there was no one there which was weird, but the food was amazing even though we only had a budget of 20$ which kind of sucked. but we managed to get eggrolls, chicken terriyaki, and veggie delight. i love how they serve tea with everything and how you get fortune cookies and towels to wash your hands with at the end. it was amazing. then we went back and decided to go swimming. carly lit all the tiki lamps. we sat in the hot tub a few minutes, went in the pool, then carly decided we should make s'mores. i said we should make smoothies. then i came up with the best idea ever- s'more milkshakes. so we went inside, but we realized that there was no chocolate- so at 10 at night we both got in our seperate cars because we can't drive each other and are good law abiding people, and drove to shaws in mini skirts and t-shirt with spanish on them. we had a 2$ budget, but we managed to get chocolate. we took pictures of the whole ordeal. we're going to write an award winning children's book. so we got back, but she didn't have a blender so we made it in this ghetto mixer thing. it was weird. they were the most amazing things i'd ever had ever. then we watched the illusionist which was actually really good, i liked it a lot even though i hate jessica biel. it's hard to understand at about 1 in the morning. we woke up in the morning and ate raisin bran. we walked 1/2 way around the lake and i got sunburn on my shoulders. we talked about stuff and it was nice. we got back and decided to meet hollin and go swimming. we went to the lake and stood in the water up to our shorts because we didn't feel like going in all the way even though the water was warm. they talked about lifeguard/lake stuff and i stood there. we went back and went in carly's hot tub, but i had to leave 15 minutes later cuz i needed to be home by 4 so dad could go pick up sam and mom from the airport.
and that's pretty much all the excitement of this weekend so far. the end.