i'm still waiting to go back to the show tonight, joe, ryan and eddie are at the pool swimming and drinking and i'm downloading some shit to kill time til we goto the pool, i bought an evergreen terrace cd and an As I Lay Dying shirt :) it is insane at the show though fucking everyone going on stage and singing with the bands, everyone stage diving...for as i lay dying i was in the front row, and about every 5 seconds some one else was jumping out into the crowd, the singer fell in and the mic was right in front of me but when i went to grab it it was grabbed again lol, but i'm gonna get up and sing with killswitch engage and fear factory definately cause i will never probably have a chance to get on stage with fear factory or killswitch and sing again and i am not passing this opportunity up...i REALLY think this place is unprepared for what's happening, within an hour of being inside i seen 4 stretchers being RAN through the place and people were flooding the medic room, and it's still friday lol, and then bad luck 13 is playing their last show EVER on sunday, they're second to last and they normally don't give a fuck about anyone or anything anyway, so since it's their last show i don't think fear factory will get to play because the place will probably be burning down before then lol....i'm staying in the back of the place when they play, i'm not trying to get hit by baseball bats and shit lol....
and i know i was mean about the johhny thing and i feel like shit about it still but i have to get over this jealousy shit eventually and since i'm not there i guess it will be easier for me to not be pissed about it, but i do trust you i just am always going to be scared in the back of my mind whenever yoou hang out with anyone because of the pieces of shit i've dated before fucking me up, so i hope you're having fun right now, i'm not at this point cause i'm tired, cold, i think i'm getting sick and i miss you so damn much.....that week you go to camp is going to suck so much ass i swear it, but anyway i'm gonna get going now i have to try to type up some questions for the bands tomorrow, i am interviewing Evergreen Terrace tomorrow, Misery Index tomorrow and Dry Kill Logic on sunday, so i have a bit of writing to get to lol....i'm about to just type one set of questions for them all and just fill the spots where it'd be different in with a pen lol.....anyway i love you baby!!! i miss you! i'll get you a souveneir i promise!!! i'll talk to you later beautiful bye for now
by the way i just thought i'd mention that fucking gay ass nazi peta is here too and everytime they come up and ask me to sign up for their propaganda bullshit i say "fuck you and fuck peta" or "go fuck yourself" they don't seem to like that too much though, i wonder why? :)
and i know i was mean about the johhny thing and i feel like shit about it still but i have to get over this jealousy shit eventually and since i'm not there i guess it will be easier for me to not be pissed about it, but i do trust you i just am always going to be scared in the back of my mind whenever yoou hang out with anyone because of the pieces of shit i've dated before fucking me up, so i hope you're having fun right now, i'm not at this point cause i'm tired, cold, i think i'm getting sick and i miss you so damn much.....that week you go to camp is going to suck so much ass i swear it, but anyway i'm gonna get going now i have to try to type up some questions for the bands tomorrow, i am interviewing Evergreen Terrace tomorrow, Misery Index tomorrow and Dry Kill Logic on sunday, so i have a bit of writing to get to lol....i'm about to just type one set of questions for them all and just fill the spots where it'd be different in with a pen lol.....anyway i love you baby!!! i miss you! i'll get you a souveneir i promise!!! i'll talk to you later beautiful bye for now
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