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i knew then that i loved you as your words collapsed into mine. page after page i read what you had written and i could feel my grasp on reality ebbing the longer we were apart. after so long searching, you found me. you led yourself to love and i could never have been more grateful of god for that.
but now i ask where are you? why must he take you away?
i'm looking at your pictures, focusing on your eyes and comparing them to those of the past. your eyes never used to look so sad. where did your happiness flee?
i know i could never bring him back or erase what happened that day. i could never stop the phone from ringing or keep the words that were spoken from staining your heart.
but i have so much to give. only love for you that no one else deserves.
i wish i could hold you and allow you to feel the comfort you used to know. i would drop everything if you would only smile.
but now i ask where are you? why must he take you away?
i'm looking at your pictures, focusing on your eyes and comparing them to those of the past. your eyes never used to look so sad. where did your happiness flee?
i know i could never bring him back or erase what happened that day. i could never stop the phone from ringing or keep the words that were spoken from staining your heart.
but i have so much to give. only love for you that no one else deserves.
i wish i could hold you and allow you to feel the comfort you used to know. i would drop everything if you would only smile.