Boyfriends and surgeries
Ok so don't go reading to far into the subject line lol. But yes I do have a boyfriend, his name is Waynne. He is *gasp* a magician, lmao, I guess girls do go for guys like their fathers lol. He is also a fantastic musician..... he plays guitar, bass, and drums, he even learned how to play my all time favorite song (Unholy Confessions) just for me!!! He treats me right, which at first scared me, and was one of the reasons I wasn't saying yes to him asking me out several months ago. Everyday he tells me how beautiful and wonderful I am, how much he loves me, and my family, and sometimes he says things that even make me get teary-eyed he's so sweet.
Ok so the surgery part is, dad is having his back re-fused on the 27th (yea that's like a week away) and then on June 12th jess is having her c-section. Somewhere in there (June 3rdish) I am supposed to have some stupid test done on my eyes... whoo hoo<---- insert sarcasm there. So dad is going to be laid up for a while again. Which means a lot of extra work being handed down to me... but I will always have my nights/early morning escapes ;-).
All in all I am doing well I guess.... I mean yea my eyes are still fucked and my head is pounding but I'm pushing past that all now. I have lost quite a bit of weight, which is always a nice thing.... and am going clothes shopping with my hunny on Friday. I am still nanny to the kids across the road, more so now that their mother left.... yea their parents are going through a separation/ divorce and now the kids are with me more than ever. But they don't seem to mind me, they actually get excited when they come home to me, which makes me feel good, cause we all know I love kids.
But now I am going to go back to my AIM window because Waynne will be on shortly, and I don't want to miss him.... yea I know what a turn around there for me.... having something to look forward to for a change, and not just a minor something, but a very special someone who (for the life of me I can't figure out) seems to think that I am a wonderful person..... maybe it's just me mirroring him.
Ok so the surgery part is, dad is having his back re-fused on the 27th (yea that's like a week away) and then on June 12th jess is having her c-section. Somewhere in there (June 3rdish) I am supposed to have some stupid test done on my eyes... whoo hoo<---- insert sarcasm there. So dad is going to be laid up for a while again. Which means a lot of extra work being handed down to me... but I will always have my nights/early morning escapes ;-).
All in all I am doing well I guess.... I mean yea my eyes are still fucked and my head is pounding but I'm pushing past that all now. I have lost quite a bit of weight, which is always a nice thing.... and am going clothes shopping with my hunny on Friday. I am still nanny to the kids across the road, more so now that their mother left.... yea their parents are going through a separation/ divorce and now the kids are with me more than ever. But they don't seem to mind me, they actually get excited when they come home to me, which makes me feel good, cause we all know I love kids.
But now I am going to go back to my AIM window because Waynne will be on shortly, and I don't want to miss him.... yea I know what a turn around there for me.... having something to look forward to for a change, and not just a minor something, but a very special someone who (for the life of me I can't figure out) seems to think that I am a wonderful person..... maybe it's just me mirroring him.