*clarify* til it burns like diamonds in my eyes
i have trouble with word choice sometimes . . .
things get jumbled between my heart, my brain, and my fingers . . .
i shouldn't have said stable and enduring - those are nice qualities . . . in my head i meant static and stale . . .
like that couple you see 3 tables over that are both talking on their cell phones during dinner . . . having the best time and the greatest laughs . . . really, they don't even need that other person sitting there . . .
or
maybe they're sitting there, looking at somethingsomethingsomething (anything) just to avoid making eye contact . . . because then they would have to force conversation . . .
it makes my stomach drop . . . it was one of my least favorite things to see when i waited tables . . .
those were the mental images behind what i said i detested . . . not stable and enduring . . . those qualities are the two cute old people that are walking hand in hand at the park . . . more in love today than they were when they met . . . it's the one who slowly follows the other into death because the other is such an ingrained part of them that their organs are incapable of function . . .
we become dependant . . . in the most beautiful fashion . . .
it's never vogue in paris . . .
but it's perfect for your heart . . .
sorry my words were sloppy . . .
things get jumbled between my heart, my brain, and my fingers . . .
i shouldn't have said stable and enduring - those are nice qualities . . . in my head i meant static and stale . . .
like that couple you see 3 tables over that are both talking on their cell phones during dinner . . . having the best time and the greatest laughs . . . really, they don't even need that other person sitting there . . .
or
maybe they're sitting there, looking at somethingsomethingsomething (anything) just to avoid making eye contact . . . because then they would have to force conversation . . .
it makes my stomach drop . . . it was one of my least favorite things to see when i waited tables . . .
those were the mental images behind what i said i detested . . . not stable and enduring . . . those qualities are the two cute old people that are walking hand in hand at the park . . . more in love today than they were when they met . . . it's the one who slowly follows the other into death because the other is such an ingrained part of them that their organs are incapable of function . . .
we become dependant . . . in the most beautiful fashion . . .
it's never vogue in paris . . .
but it's perfect for your heart . . .
sorry my words were sloppy . . .