Sep 20, 2006 20:16
It has been an uber long time since I haven't posted on lj. Sorry lj I have been using myspace. Wow a lot has happened since the last time. Liking new people feeling new things. New highs new lows. Let me start off with my confusion Jake told me something this week that did not make me happy at all. If you know who I like then you would know what I'm going through. I want to ask her whether she does or not, which I know she probably doesn't but idn. Anyway it sucks though because maybe she thinks I am not boyfriend material, but I cannot see why not. I am sweet, I write poetry, I am not like most guys. Trey, Jessi, Lily, and Morgan all agree. I don't know what it is. I am trying to have more confidence but sometimes I don't know what I don't possess. But I guess I will move on if I find out that my fears are confirmed. It sucks though b/c I have liked since like May, but I will just find someone. I hope I get to go to the Panic! concert soon. Love Ya