Happiness And Bitterness

[poetryispassion]

Hey What is up nothing much here. Sorry no update in a while. I have been uber busy. Yesterday was pretty cool I drank my first Boo-Koo and had Chinese food. It was yummy. The only depressing part of the day was that I didn't get to see Jenny. I love her soo much. I am also uber happy b/c my parents let me go to the game tomorrow night. That mean no supervision for 3 hours. yay! Anyway I love how things are going I am getting straight a's I am in love and I finally feel like things are working out. I have a feeling I am going to get a responsibility talk. I want to start writing poetry again. I miss it. I am Young Pip in Great Expectations. Woot. Anyway Im still bitter toward Philip. Idn I just think that he would anything for sex. And idn maybe it might get him mad that I am writing. B/c i almost got grounded for six months b/c my parents found out that was he lying about what philips excuse was for why were late. So now they aren't letting me hang out with philip. But hopefully it will get better in the future i am just kind of mad he didn't care if i got in trouble. And also that he was risking between our friendship. I think rachel is cool though. I don't know ruins things when jake philip go to vcc b/c i know I can't hang with kevin and philip right now but anyway i am going to go

I love you Jenny