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[poetryangel33]

I don't really know how I feel, but I do. If that makes any kind of sense. I feel like I want to do everything and nothing all at once. There are so many things I probably should be doing and I'm just not. Of course, I'm completely enjoying not doing a thing. It's nice to sit around in your pajamas all day and do laundry and write poetry. Hmmm... the bliss of it all. However, I feel I should have some deep thought about life or some amusing comment on the idiocy of America's falsified (is that a word?) identity or something to that general effect. Seeing as my mind has taken a temporary vacation, neither of these things are going to happen in the time before I finish this entry. I could start some rant about my mother's tyrannical tendencies or about the preps that dominate the horrid school I attend or perhaps talk about the stupidity of half of my teachers and how they have yet to actually challenge me, with the exception of my AP Chemistry who challenges me more than my brain can handle. Then, there's always the fact that no one is ever on when I want to talk, but that's selfish. Or I could always tell you about *Logyn and *Ramsey that I've fallen completely head over heels for and neither will ever go out with me. Or how I've got this awful crush on someone who's several years older than me. And how all three of them are so amazing and how I will never have a chance. Or I could tell you how that's not really important at all because I'm only 16 and I have my whole life ahead of me still. But how do I know that? We have no guarantee for tomorrow, but I can only hope that something I've done has made a difference to someone somewhere. I want every person I come in contact with to remember me for something, hopefully something good. Of course, I could tell you how scared I am to be on my own, but how lucrative it sounds still. How I hope that I don't end up alone at the college I want to go to. I want to have a friend there, but I have such trouble making friends. *sigh* So, since I can't decide what it is that I'm supposed to say or what I think I want to say, just "Insert Clever Comment Here"

*Names have been changed to protect the innocent.