Somedays Life Just Kicks You Over and Over....

[poetryangel33]

That would be today. I took the PSAT this morning, which was not hard, just long. I hate tests. I missed 25 out of 45 on my AP Chem test this week. That actually turned out to be okay because it's all graded on a curve and the least missed was 20, so I got a 93%. This afternoon, my little sister fell out of the tree in our front yard and had to go to the hospital. She has a fractured ankle and some pretty bad cuts on her face. She'll be okay, but she's lucky that her foot broke the fall because if it hadn't she would have landed on her face and then who knows. It scared me more than I'd like to admit, because normally things like that don't phase me at all, but wow. I ran outside and when she stood up, she had blood running down her face and... I thought I was going to start crying, which didn't happen. I was supposed to keep the younger kids calm while the moms took her to the hospital, but that's kind of hard to do when you are shocked beyond words. We put in a movie, so that worked out. Then I tried to find someone to talk to but that didn't work out so well, which I won't go into. I'm so stressed out because it's going to cost three thousand dollars that we don't have. Nice, huh? I am so freaking out that I feel like I'm about two seconds away from cutting every part of my skin. I just want to bleed. If that's not enough. My best friend, that normally would talk through all of this with me, is in Dallas for a drill team show. *agh* And my computer is acting up and I can't get online so I'm at someone else's house. Geez. This is never going to end.

Everytime I stand

I'm knocked to my knees by

The pain of life

That kicks me

So stand back and watch

As this all ends

With the powerless

Struggle between

Foe and friend

Can't figure it out?

Don't even try,

I'm not for you

Cuz you can't

Fly this high