Remember

[poetry_se7en]

You
Will never be
The slick aloof porn god
You always tried to be.

You
Are nothing
Sick, vile, full of wire, stench, bile
Collecting in the seat

Below me.

You
Drive me (over the edge of the world)
In my van
And I hate you, I hate you

I hate you.

My heart's twisted around
Your fingers, flesh origami.

Tell them all.

I'm caught.

I'm trapped again.

How stupid, to be had again.

Over and over.

He must like the pain, they say.

Heads shaking, eyes tired.

How stupid, to be misled

Again and again.

He must like the pain.